Thanks Jan, I really liked the people I worked for but I wasn't suited for the job - I was their only employee so they put a lot of pressure on me. But they agreed that they were not ready to take on staff until they were more established.
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So I weighed in boots yesterday afternoon (so its not an accurate weight cos I'd had tea, water and a bar) and I was 10st 5lb
I'm happy with that - defo think I can be in the 9's by my holiday if I keep it up! At last I seem to be back on track - going to do jillian michaels 30 day shred as well to see if that will help.