azwethinkweiz
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Wll I knew I shouldn't celebrate last week. I've gained 2lb this week? And I don't know why which makes it worse! Really upset.
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MrsLmc said:Hey Sarah, just looking back at your weight loss history and in week 11 you had a 2lb gain that you have question marks beside.....maybe this is the cycle your body works on!! I definately believe that we should look at weight loss as an overall thing, not week to week, but maybe month to month...hope you are feeling better xx (((hugs)))
azwethinkweiz said:Haven't posted here in ages but it kinda shows how long its been taking me to get to goal. I'm so close I can almost smell it now lol.
Truth is I wasn't sticking to anything back in January, diet or exercise or anything. I just didn't care. About anything. After being diagnosed with clinical depression, anxiety and severe low self esteem - I thought "what is the point - losing weight won't make me feel better".
I _have_ lost weight since that and I'm currently 10st 9.5lb. But I don't feel better, it doesn't make me feel good anymore to lose weight - it's become another stick I can beat myself with for not doing good enough. 1.5lb away from a goal I thought I'd never see and all I can think is "I'm still not happy, I still hate myself".
Seeing a psychologist the last 3 weeks and he's already pinpointed food as a "problem".
Here's hoping that in another 6 months (rather than hoping I'm much slimmer than now) that I can be content with myself... Happy... That weight & shape & food won't control how I feel.
Really trying to be positive about all this.
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