I'm back for 3 days and have been trying to catch up with everyone's diaries!
So I just spent 4 days with my lovely 6-year-old at a music camp in Hertfordshire. We camped in the grounds of the school where the course was held but had all our meals provided. The weather was good and we had a very happy and productive time, but the food...! Talk about carbo-fest! On the first day the breakfast was cereals or pastries, lunch was pasta; 2nd day breakfast was cereals or beans, hash browns and toast and lunch was pizza and chips... Thank God I took yoghurt, oatbran, rhubarb and sf jelly pots, plus ham and smoked salmon. it wasn't a case of adapting what was on offer, there was NOTHING I could eat bar lettuce, tomato, cucumber and beetroot at the salad bar. And every evening the adults drank wine and ate cheese and biscuits! I suddenly realised how isolating this diet is, as I sat in my tent drinking sf lemonade. And not having the scales there was scary... I really couldn't tell whether I was over- or under-eating... quite an eye-opener. To top it all my period started, just a couple of weeks after the last one (there had been a long gap before that) - I guess they're getting erratic now I'm 54 - which made me even less in touch with what was happening with my weight. I'm having a pp day today and stuffing myself, so we'll see what the scales say at weekly wi tomorrow am.
To my huge embarrassment a very overweight lady I've known for some years kept going on and on about my weight loss - how much younger I looked, how I'd been right to do it while my skin was still elastic enough, etc, etc. It's not a subject I like to talk about at the best of times, but she kept saying these things when other people were around so I always had a captive audience as I fielded her comments and questions. At one point I said how Dukan-unfriendly the food on the course was and she immediately said, 'but 4 days won't make a difference!' It just shows how little people understand about the relationship between the food we eat and well-being. Or maybe it shows how 'all-or-nothing' I am and how falling off the Dukan wagon could end up with me never being able to clamber back on again... Scary thought and I guess only time will tell xx