So been doing damage limitation these past few days in order to minimise my gain for tomorrow's return to Exante.
It's been going well and I definitely think it'll mean it's only a small gain i restart with.
I'm excited and desperate to be strict with myself again and get to a normal BMI.
Though I know in reality that BMI means nothing really; it's a very rough guide - and one size definitely does not fit all.
I'm having the joys of trying to find the dress I'll wear to my brothers wedding, I am looking at getting a size 12 because I know everything can fit differently but then also I have about 2 and a half months until then so never know - may be buying a size 10.
I'm hoping next Sunday I will be ticking off my 3st 7lbs goal and also hit my 50lbs loss - that will mean only 20lbs to ultimate goal.
It's all possible if I have a good week back on plan. I've planned to do til 12th April, which is when my daughter's birthday party is.
It also means my dissertation would have been handed in and that just an essay and an exam, both in May are all that stand between me and my degree!
It's going so much better since I had the time off, but I think it's more to do with me committing so much energy to the diet that I wasn't giving enough to uni.
In my head; it would make sense to wait to restart until after it's handed in but at the same I'll be devastated with the damage I do - I was honestly losing all self control with food and another month would surely see me way into the 12s which I don't want.
So I'm trying to give myself a package deal - lose another stone and finish my dissertation/ other uni work. Simple.
I hope to see you guys posting over the next few weeks, it's been very quietly lately but I guess everyone has been busy but I hope it means people are still doing okay!