Well I'm back on it again tomorrow. It's funny but all the hard work and worry for my team did not turn me to food even being away at conference for 4 days with work, did not make me turn to food...but I do have a story about food at the conference.
but what has made me turn to food and put a couple of pounds on is someone that has made me unhappy and let me down in a relationship...the minute I felt hurt, abandonment and heart ache I turned to food!! Maybe I have now found my true trigger to putting on weight. Now I need to sort these emotions in my head.
anyway the food at conference...on the first night I went to the buffet for my starter and had a couple of spoons fulls that covered about a quarter of the plate. One of my larger ladies had a true mountain of food on the plate and spotted my open mouth with shock. My main course again filled just over a quarter of my plate but was very carefully selected, the same lady went up and got another plate stacked high. I could not believe she finished both and had desert. It made me think if I ever did that when I was my 14/16? And I can't remember. It made me realise how important portion control is...I ate every meal until I started to feel full and stopped!