Hello lovelies, thank you so much for your lovely messages, Kelly has had the pregnancy confirmed and is due to see her specialist in a fortnight, she is epileptic and will be monitored stringently from a very early date ...as far as we know the tablets that she is on for her epilepsy are safe while pregnant (they were the last 3 times, but who knows if that's all changed by now lol, been almost 10 years since she was pregnant), we are over the moon to have both the girls pregnant at the same times, I admire Kelly going for her 4th child, I couldn't have coped with that many personally ...when Kelly was just a wee little un she told me she wanted 14 kids and had she not had the epilepsy and other problems (she has Negative blood too so needs an Anti D injection and has asthma and other health issues, a lot like her mother really lol ) I really believe she would have had that many too lol
Kirsty has no health issues as such and is just 6 weeks away from her due date, last night she came down and showed me her tummy which looks really tight and she has masses of stretch marks and they were very sore and itchy, so we put vinegar on it and then covered it in talc and hey presto soreness gone lol (old wives tale my nan told me years ago when I had the same problem ).
As for me my psoriasis has been the worst it has ever been, that I remember, I haven't been able to stand and have been getting about by crawling and on top of that the tablets have made my skin hyper sensitive and it is very sore to touch, and I keep getting what I can only describe as what feels like somebody dragging a serrated edged knife across the bottom of my foot, kind of pain and to top it all off, one of the side effects of taking a full dose of the acitretin (Neotigasin) tablets is that your skin peels badly, so my entire body is shedding (will add a picture shortly of my hands), I have sat and thought all week about this because being on the full dose is giving me a hunger I can't satiate, I am going to try and be as good as I can be with my food and have so far been eating like a horse but mostly eating the right things, I will continue with SW but I am going to stop beating myself up over things I can't control.....I am still 11st + less than I weighed 4 years ago and I am ecstatic with that, I am going to concentrate on me and my marriage and getting myself and my skin in a good place....this has put a huge strain on my marriage and has caused a vicious circle....because my psoriasis is so bad I have been very moody and that in turn has resulted in Mal being the same, we have argued to the point of wanting a divorce but then sat down and really discussed what was going on, that in itself has helped as the stress was just making my condition worse ....I have cried more tears in the last week than I knew I had inside me ....but I won't give in and I will complete this journey, no matter what is thrown at me and no matter how long it takes.
I may not always be able to get on here for one reason or another, but I do always think of you all and wish you all well...thank you all so much for supporting me and helping me get through these tough times xxx:hug99:xxx :sign0168: x