Morning all. Just because my life wasn't complicated enough, the mother of my god-daughter (whom I've barely spoken too in the past year and haven't counted as a friend for a long time) contacted me last night, basically to run a sob-story about how they're so short of money and can't afford to get my god-daughter anything for Christmas. Now lets leave aside the fact that I have considerable debt of my own that I'm stressing out about, can barely afford to pay for my own Christmas, and live with the reality that my car is most likely going to fail its MOT in April...and as such my priority is paying back my debt and working it out so I am actually able to drive to work without resorting to buying a skateboard. Why after all the pain and heartbreak she's put me through, why after all that is it then fine to come right back and one of the first things you ask for before even trying to make amends is to ask me to put my hand in my pocket? That just isn't right!
I just get the feeling that once again she's trying to use me, and I'm not prepared to go there again. My life has moved on, and I now have friends I know truly care about me. It's these good friends I'm putting first in my life, not someone who has proved time and time again that all they're going to do is hurt me.