How is everyone doing with New Years weight resolutions? I think the mental thing of a new year is really encouraging me to lose the weight. I keep telling myself that this year is the first year of the rest of my life, finishing uni, finding a job, moving to who knows where, and losing the weight! All over xmas I have put off going out and seeing people, because of my weight. I think being away at uni and seeing people from school i havent seen for years, gives me a boost to do it, but i feel so embarrassed that i let myself get this way!
I have been trying to keep on track the past few days but have no idea is I have gained/lost/sts since coming home for xmas because I dont have a scales. I am going back to uni tomorrow afternoon so going to have Monday morning as my first official weigh in. Knowing my luck I will have gained about half a stone. I hope its not too bad because I lost about 7lbs just before coming back.
I would love for this years Christmas to come home from wherever and see friends and family and feel confident about myself. This year has been awful my mum is a size 8, and my two sisters are a size 8 and 6 so in all the photos they look lovely! It was so depressing going out xmas sale shopping, mum and dad were buying them so many lovely things. In most shops i couldnt see anything that would even fit or suit me, and mum said that there was no point in buying anything until i lost the weight, which depressed me even more. She did say if i get to a size 12 she will give me £200 to go shopping. This is nice, but its horrible knowing my family also see me as a whale haha.
It would be lovely to come home in 3 months time 3 stone lighter which would probably make me around a size 12/14.
I have been good today, i have had 2 potato waffles and 2 rashers of bacon, not sure what plan for dinner is yet but mfp says i have 850 calories left.
Sorry for the massive long rant, but had a lot to get off my chest.