Smelly Elle's fantastic diary: Weight Loss? What Weight Loss?

[** Just Jools **]

My thoughts are with you Elle. So sorry for your loss. x :hug99:

 

[elle2585]

Hi everyone! Thanks for all your thoughts. It still hasn't quite hit me, since it was incredibly sudden, but my dad keeps pointing out that she wanted to be with her husband, who died just last year, and that she's in a better place. I know it'll hit me at the funeral..

Those moments when everything stops and all is silent are the times when you think - I've had a few of them today.. they're quite tiring aren't they?

That's life I suppose..

Sorry I haven't been on, i've been in Leicester actually! Taken my godsis to see the uni. And then we came back to another Aunty's house to all eat here cos we're a bit all over the place. My mum's not been home yet. Had chinese.... Me and my cuz have a agreed that monday is the day we start up being good - walks every night people!

Much love to ALL! xxx

 

[puggso_32]

Hi everyone! Thanks for all your thoughts. It still hasn't quite hit me, since it was incredibly sudden, but my dad keeps pointing out that she wanted to be with her husband, who died just last year, and that she's in a better place. I know it'll hit me at the funeral..

Those moments when everything stops and all is silent are the times when you think - I've had a few of them today.. they're quite tiring aren't they?

That's life I suppose..

Sorry I haven't been on, i've been in Leicester actually! Taken my godsis to see the uni. And then we came back to another Aunty's house to all eat here cos we're a bit all over the place. My mum's not been home yet. Had chinese.... Me and my cuz have a agreed that monday is the day we start up being good - walks every night people!

Much love to ALL! xxx

hope you are doing well.

Screw the diet the now, you have bigger things on your mind. Get back in to it when you are good and ready.

 

[Georgiestar]

aww *hugs* sorry to hear about the news, you should come visit me I'm in leicester! dont worry too much about the diet for now.

 

[Gemstone]

Love and ((((hugs)))) Elle - Thinking of you x

 

[abz]

hey there babes. let things settle before you worry too much about dieting. but if you decide to go ahead on monday, good luck

sending you another cyber-hug!!

abz xx

 

[BREN]

Elle, darling to say you have been shocked is an understatement. Thinking of you and take care for yourself and you family. Try and be strong and if all else you have many people here to confide in and talk it out with.

Stay beautiful babe and I like everyone will be thinking of you.

Love Brenda
xx

 

[IreneH]

Sorry to hear your sad news
Irene x

 

[abz]

hey there babes. just wanted to say hi and that i'm thinking of you and yours still. much love honey.

abz xx

 

[elle2585]

Thanks all. Another 'noone wants to cook' take away tonight - fish and chips. havent had them in ages and i feel QUEASY. yuk...

Otherwise, will be seeing all other family tomorrow, not looking forward to facing them..

 

[30FlirtyGirl]

hugs hun xxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Gemstone]

Fish and chips - mmm... yes I can still eat those - just as a treat these days though. I hope things are going ok Elle - not an easy time x ((((hugs)))) x

 

[abz]

hey honey. i'm sure everyone will be feeling strange about seeing everyone else at the moment. but you don't have to prove anything to anybody. everyone has to cope in their own way. so just act and react like you need to to make sure you and yours are coping and doing fine and let everyone else take care of themselves and theirs.

hugs babes.

abz xx

 

[abz]

double post. sorry.

 

[Gemstone]

Hope things are OK Elle - thinking of you still x

 

[Taz]

Still thinking of you hun x

 

[elle2585]

Hi everyone!

Today was ok, you know...the memorial service thing at church..I didn't sleep till 4am last night, was dreading it a bit. My lovely friend George stayed awake and played 20 questions with me lol. But it was good to talk to them, find out details. The priest said that she kept on saying she'd wanted to die, wanted to join her husband, which started me off. I hate crying in public, just kept my head down and waited for it to pass.

Funeral is week on wednesday, which seems ages away but hey.

Well, tomorrow me and my cousins are starting up being good again. So, im back full on the diet, im not allowing myself any chocs for two weeks because, as i would say in greek "eparashesa to" i.e. i've over done it... I'm going to try and go for a walk every night, although i hear we're in for a snow storm tomorrow night so its not looking positive haha. I will do my exercises every night. And i will do this for 2 weeks. My first weigh in after bad times will be on the Fri 27th Feb 2009.I will do this. and I know I have you lot for support Yay, can't wait till tomorrow. I feel fat and rubbish and unhealthy.

LETS DO THIS! xxx

 

[Taz]

Go for it hun! But don't beat yourself up if you give in to the chocs!

Yes we are all here to help and support you along the way and it seems that you have great support at home from your cousins x

 

[abz]

go for it babes. a little slip and slide along the way just reaffirms what we are doing and why. getting back on track is the main thing. good luck!!

abz xx

 

[Jim]

Morning elle, [[[[[[HUGS]]]]]]]