Smelly Elle's fantastic diary: Weight Loss? What Weight Loss?

[Taz]

Don't you just hate that?! I buy from the sales and feel guilty for spending the money!

 

[Jim]

That's a lot to spend on Clothes. Mind you when I think back I used to pay £500 for a suit, back then. Now I can buy ready to wear it's so much easier, not to mention Cheaper.

 

[Georgiestar]

theres a milkshake place where we are too, they put chocolate bars and ice cream in it!

also, I spent £80 last week on a sports bra, gym tracksuit and a party outfit and I feel guilty with that, and I was telling my house mate that I had spent alot, but he gets designer clothes so its not alot to him!

 

[elle2585]

Well, everyone, I've had a bit of a mini crave 'binge' but, instead of eating bad food i went for grapes and an apple and some carrots and asparagus from tonight's risotto. oh and a clementine. well, i figure if ive gotta eat i may aswell go for the good stuff right.

Weirdly enough I had totm pains earlier even though i waved it goodbye last week and my face is still full of spots. Think my hormones are playing about a bit. x

 

[Gemstone]

Too much choccy can make you spotty Elle x

 

[abz]

hey honey. after a fortnight of hormonal antics i thought i was done, but no. totm has struck me this week again. so i feel for you babes...

abz xx

 

[Gemstone]

Poor you Abz - that's not good x

 

[elle2585]

Oh guys..I don't understand! My aunty, the loveliest woman in the world, is dying in hospital, all of a sudden, of severe pancreatitis. We got a call at 11 (thankfully due to snow i didnt get to work) saying she was in ICU, just randomly out of nowhere. My mum went to hospital and my dad, who was with my nan and his sister at another hospital as my nan had her cataract out, went to meet her. She rang about 15 minutes ago saying there's nothing the doctors can do, they're all saying their goodbyes! She must be about 63. her husband, my uncle, died just over a year ago of a sudden heart attack, he was 57. This can't be happening, I don't understand?! I don't understand?! She was using facebook just the other day saying she was down her nieces baking bread!!

 

[Taz]

Oh hun that is awful news. I'm not surprised you don't understand, it's all so sudden. Big big hugs Elle xxxx

 

[Jim]

Oh elle, I'm so sorry love. I found this,

Severe acute pancreatitis (SAP) can progress to a critical condition within a few hours or days after the onset of symptoms. Particularly during the early course of the disease, patients are at high risk for developing infections with subsequent multiple organ dysfunction syndrome.

It look like it's something that can come on within hours love.

 

[Gemstone]

Elle - so sorry to hear your awful news. What a shock!!! ((((hugs)))) rant on here as much as you need to - we'll be here for you x

 

[crazylilblondie]

Elle that's awful... big hugs for you xxx

 

[elle2585]

yeh jim i think it's kidney failure. craaaaazy... for once in my life im speechless. Thanks everyone, you're all lovely. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Gemstone]

You'd be there for us Elle if the boot was on the other foot x

 

[Taz]

((((((((((Hugs)))))))))) again xx

 

[elle2585]

hugs xxxx

 

[elle2585]

incidentally i've been hungry for the past 3 hours. I've had a tiny bit of bread, an apple, and one of those snack a jacks things to try and curb it but its not going away! I've also had something to drink. Nop, still here. owww, go away.

 

[elle2585]

p.s. this is all after my ham sandwich lunch..

 

[Taz]

It's not hunger Elle, it's stress churning away in your belly x

 

[elle2585]

i started on the choc biscuits so ive shoved some chewing gum in my gob, keep it occupied. i hate those people who don't see food as an outlet for emotion.