Aw babes, dont worry, you'll look like that again. Maybe you should print the picture and put it on the fridge? lol. I put 'fat' piks of myself around to remind myself what I dont want to look like, but I've never ever been slim so I cant put 'skinny' piks up, lol.
Keep your chin up, you're doing great! Every loss counts and is taking you back to what you looked like back then.