Hey everyone,
Thanks for your supportive messages!
Now that I have identified the likely reason for my boredom and general 'out-of-sorts-ness', it has definitely helped put my mind at rest and make me more positive.
I was worrying that I was just someone bumbling through life without anything going for me except my relationship - I always used to be so vivacious and busy and it's been a real shock to the system to suddenly not have much to do. Once we are in the new house with all my 'me' stuff around I am pretty sure I will find loads of useless things to do and be able to feel more 'worthwhile'. I just feel like a bit of a waste of space at the moment! My boyfriend really does make all of this instability worthwhile, but I sometimes wonder what he must love about me when I feel like this - such a grumbly bear!
Anyway - all that stuff aside, I'm feeling much better.
Just got back from a meeting in London. I am based up in the Midlands, so it's always a bit of a trek "popping" into the city for a meeting. In the end it was something we could have probably done remotely over email, which makes the hours spent travelling on a hot day like today all the more irritating, but nevermind! Back now!
Didn't really realise how long we would be down there so I didn't prepare food to take... had a tiny bit of scrambled egg at around 7:30am this morning (no appetite this morning, get a bit nervous when going to meetings), only managed to find an M&S to get some lunch at about 3pm - no snacks or anything in between so *eek*! Lunch wasn't entirely perfect, but did as best I could... a greek salad (tomatos, onion, cucumber, olives and feta - not great!) and some crispy bacon strips (legal loveliness).
I think the greek salad was about 5g of carbs, so just means I will have less greens tonight.
OH text earlier to let me know he had bought us some yummy steaks for dinner, so that's just perfick!
Hope everyone is having a good day
SD xx