morphing
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Hi WW,Hi everyone.
Today has been the hardest day so far. I had to cook pizza and chips for the kids and make h2bs sandwiches. I have just put all the leftovers in the bin, this is soooooo hard. I keep focusing on my hen party which is in 3 weeks,and if a stick to this im treating myself to a spray tan, nails and hair cut and coloured. So i am picturing myself looking gorge, it helps a bit. Hopefully tomorrow will be easier, i really look forward to the bars and i have half a peanut one for brekkie.
How is everyone else today, hope you are all coping well
Thats exactly the attitude to have, keep focused on those treats that you will receive in 3 weeks time. Think of all the photos that will be taken and how gorgeous you will look in them. Cooking for other people is hard, but later on in my CD journey (in the past) I actually found it therapeutic cooking for other people and preparing foods. I was struggling with the smells last night myself because hubby put some HP sauce on his oven chips and it smelled gorgeous, but (perhaps like an ex smoker) the smell of someone elses poison will just have to do for now. Luckily he does all of his own food preparation when I'm SS'ing, so I don't get tempted - I try and buy him things that I dislike like liver (even that smells and looks nice though) so that I wouldn't want to eat it even if he did leave some. All I can recommend is try and distract yourself when they are eating - come on here and write in your diary and perhaps ask them if they can squeeze washing up liquid on any leftovers so that when you clear up, you won't be tempted to touch their soapy leftovers?
Keep focussed! In your first 3 weeks of CD, I'd say it's quite easy to lose a stone, so just keep focussed on your hen night and wedding and get satisfaction from getting to Day 5 with your halo still in tact.
Good luck!