Starting my slim and save journey 1st jan 2014 if the pack arrives by then...

[pripri121]

Oh wow well the ducolax was put into effect sooner then i expected...n much more effective then previous attempts....wow can feel ma hip bones wen im lying down nw if onli can see the visual change in ma clothes n in the mirror..hmmmmm gta bangin head ache wivh reli shudnt b avin cz ima well into ketosis n have drunk more then nuf water tdai hmm :/ :s xxx

Th bk pain has nw ceased frm the right lower bk side n has nw moved to the left soo bizarrew...:s its time like wen avin to run to the vathroom i miss ma old student place and en suite xx

 

[Kira]

Day 6! Pleased the dulcolax worked and the back pain maybe be from constipation and hence is moving around. Been there for the t shirt of that one and it is very painful!

i totally understand about not wanting to tell your dad about the jobs until you are successful. It's bad enough dealing with one's own disappointment let alone your dad's though I am sure he doesn't mean to put pressure on you. He just wants the best for you and for you to succeed.

Have ven a good day and hope the dulcolax gives you another good clear out! You'll feel all light and breezy!

 

[pripri121]

Hett kira wev made it js one more day to make it a full weeek eekkk and stoood on the scales this mrning and itss 10.5 eeekkkkk omg omg js need one more pound soo close soo damn close to the two stone mark will b totaly gutted if dnt b 10.4 mon mrning nt wen ima soo soo damn close....soo close to the high nines can almost taste it...literally dancing for joy nw alll i need is to keep going and also to get rid of ma spots and then lose inches and hopefully end of may will b feelin a better person n then will have another month and abit to continue in time for the weddding....want to look ma best there not just for possible chance of meeting the one tho gta feelin aunties will b on ma case coz technically ima nx bt one down the line in our fam lmaoo bt js wana do it for maself to prove a point to maself and also js to be a healthier happier confident 25 yr old....and also to prove ma fam rong as well cz they all saw me go fat n they thrt i cud nva lose it again...iv found a lady in brum huz a tailor im js hopin she wikl do it nycly and on time....xxx

 

[pripri121]

Soooo much closer then wen i strted off even tho stil got some way to go eeekkkk ???plz plz end of may wud luv to b a much happier person n june tht lik bit closer to goal .... Xx

 

[Tamzy1989]

Wow pri!! The weight is dropping now xxx

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[pripri121]

Thankuu tamzy i just hope it continues tbh lol wishful thinkin bt will presevere till the end js hope the inch loss follows soon rather then later xx

 

[Tamzy1989]

Its happening, youve proved to yourself that 100% works. Youll be a skinny minnie for summer. Xxx

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[pripri121]

Bludy hope soo reli doo hun stickin to simplicity nw for the pending future lifestyle days r on hold for nw lol....x

 

[pripri121]

Day 7 of simplicity restart....10.4 and three quarters have officially lost 2 stones so far hoping for anther pound under me belt in time for tmo mrning...:


Mush pasta spag bol n rhubard n custard and choch shake an jelly....n three pitrss of water n three mugs od green tea...

I have worked out i could lose a possible stone in as lil as four weeks or as long as 8 weeks so long as i have mainly 2lv losses with the odd 3lb loss hete n there on simplixity whivh wud tke me dwn to abt 9.2 on scales which shud hopefully tke me down a size to size 8-10 if tht much loss doesnt do it then i dnt kno wat will tbh lol...will see bw i feel once im at 9.2 hoqver in ma mind do want to try n push maaelf bit further dwn the line n try b get to the mid 8s on the scales bt will see wt apens once get there so then leaat wil av a decent buffer....for water weight etc....

Was in town omg they ad then town faires tht involved foos frm all over the smells were drivin me insane...bt resisted with all ma mite...soo close to the finishin line reli dnt wna sabotage it in ne form....those siE ten grey jeans wich usdd go wear qith a body shaper under i can finally zip em up n i can breathe in them without a bodyshaper howerver stil gt some time to go to fit in the others...i will b plaving ma months order of simplicity plus so will five weeks wrth of simplicity...i am hopin prayin for a gd may n june....herez hoping

Bring jt on siE 8 here i blumin come soo undair wen u see foos all round n u cnt have it the pains of weight gain n weight losss n its all in the mind bt does play havoc at the best of times oh welll no pain no gain n all of tht wil treat maself at some point with a planned day off bt nt js yet...nething mre then 3pb losses will b a bonus xxx

 

[Kira]

That great Priya 2 stones down! Now if you can do that you can also shif the remaining stone and see how you feel anout losing a few more to get you in the 8's once you are at 9.2. You won't be alone drinking, sipping (feeling constipated now and again) over next few weeks. With you every step of the way.

 

[pripri121]

That great Priya 2 stones down! Now if you can do that you can also shif the remaining stone and see how you feel anout losing a few more to get you in the 8's once you are at 9.2. You won't be alone drinking, sipping (feeling constipated now and again) over next few weeks. With you every step of the way.

Aww thnku kira we bth can do this coz u dnt have lot to lose either init ima sure we can do this....just sooo impatient nw wt with gettin soo close lolz wudnt have been able to come this far without u guys support xxx

 

[pripri121]

Nt gna lie this has been the longest journey eva feels like n nw tht i have lost there r so mny moments wher i wnt to cave bt i reli wna end this journey sooner rather then later nw cz the impatience is killing me lool bt i have come to the realisation tht i need to always stay positive n rise no matter what the sitution have bort some face wash for ma marks n spots n js need to sort ma professional life out im 25 nw no more time to b faffin abt n nt try n fight for opportunity xxx

Foood wt i wud do js to have the one day bt even tht i. Ma mind im alredy thinkin hw much tht one planned day off unless nexessary wud put me bk n mke me bktrack....n reli wnt tht cz even tho the motivation is there still snt wnt no room for sabotage even the refistrafion date in alredy thinkin hw i can so minimal damage for the 12th may ne suggestions it will b the typical asian indian food rice curry sweet for dessert ??? xxx

 

[pripri121]

At aunts house n they cookin chicken biryani i am soo ready to go home bt dnt have a lift home dying slowly bt surelt bt will nt succomb to the temptation cuzinz av no idea hw difficult this is soo easy to say to me nt to eat yes evene i kno nt to eat bt still to nt av to think avt ones weight n eat wt one wnts or in moderation at alll hnmmm xx/'( xx

 

[pripri121]

Yaay managed to resist hell yeah onli managed 2 n half litres tho so tad gutted bt we wete avin dance practice for cuzinz weddin so hopin tht will av burnt bit lol herez hopin ey hehe zx

 

[Kira]

Morning Priya! Well done for resisting! It's sooo hard!

For your planned day off if stick to meat, daal, avoid potatoes naan, roti etc and rice if possible. I'd have rice over naan and potatoes if you can't avoid. And you can probably go unnoticed not having dessert? Hard to do though? Mind you I don't like Indian desserts unless they ar gulab jamuns heated up with ice cream!

 

[pripri121]

Morning Priya! Well done for resisting! It's sooo hard! For your planned day off if stick to meat, daal, avoid potatoes naan, roti etc and rice if possible. I'd have rice over naan and potatoes if you can't avoid. And you can probably go unnoticed not having dessert? Hard to do though? Mind you I don't like Indian desserts unless they ar gulab jamuns heated up with ice cream!

Lmaoo i kno im nt much of a sweet person tbh relii rare dnt even wna eat thtt cud get away un noticed by like bein busy n helpin out lmaoo bt rents were like xorse its gna be noticed n evry one wil wonder why avent u eaten espec frm the guyss side...hmm js dnt wna savotage it n then like get bk into the tens if i manage to get out of them end of this week if tht mkes sense....im soo scared of nt bein able to maintain once get to goal its bwcome bit obsessive lol..?? xxx

 

[pripri121]

Day 8 omg wtf the scales this mrning is bk to 10.5 y?? I dnt understand did simplicity yday mrning it sed 10.4 i am soo gutted n confused nt to mention pissed off....this journey is hard nuf as it is for it to go up n nt dwn ....grrrr offcially tdai wud b 6lb loss bt then yday mrninfb was a 7lb losss reli gutted was hopin for a 8pb in total this mrning so so confused i find tht its always elements like this tht tends to triggr me off plan....purely cox of the frustration n confusion....tdai gna b js shakes whether i like it or nt....n jelly hmmm mite b coz of the tiny bit of jelly tht i had at nite wen i eventually gt hme frm ma aunts cz ks watchin them all eat was nawin away at ma tummy n managed to last til gt hme abt 11 n had abt three teaspons of jelly js to keep ma hunger at bay n js feel like iv eaten sumat :/ /":s....gutted. Isnt even the wrd hwever this time round nt going to giv into ma cravimg im going to b placin my months order tdai...at some poont lol and gna job hunt tdai...and then js fke it frm there....im tryin to see it as least finally im in the tens as to wen i srrted it was reli difficult to even grt to the 11s m stay there with the planned days off tkin place..... js wnt tht lil bit more i guess weught loss is js nva enuf i js wud like to see 9 n half or 9.4 by end of may....of doin simplicity so here goes nothing.....xxx

 

[pripri121]

Its soo strange hw emotional the scales and lack of inch loss can get one person to be....i actualy feel like crying out of frustration even i know its all in ma head cz even i kno tis gna tke time n this is one of the quickest ways to lose....feel like a child abt to have a tantrum as sad as that sounds lmaoo....its rodiickus omg last nite had a dream n was such a bizarre dream...was based on alladin n i dreamt tht i was princess jasmine n was bein held captive by jaffer n e supplied me with lots of diff types of cakes (bear in mind im nt much of a sweet/cake person) n in the dream was thinkin of the diet bt then the other half of ma brain was sayin its js one day ur gna end up havin to eat as normal in moderation once ur at goal nehuu u cnt b on a diet s n s styke forever yh mayb 4:3 to maintain bt nt evrudau so js av a bit n jump bk on it tmo n i found masslef eating a damn lemon cream cake of all the blumin flavours i can think had to b tht no idea dnt like lemon cake reli lmaoo was soo bizarre n as soon as had it i woke up in a panic thinkin tht i had reli cheated oma telin u been some time since had food dreams bt felt so damn real n i reli thtt yhe dance practice tht we were doin yday wudv helped me lose another lb espec as dint rven av a nibble of the biryani n did sweat when dancin its js soo confusin to try n wrk out hw the body bludy works :/ ;( xx

 

[pripri121]

Also i js know if do have a planned day off tdai or a random off day i will prbz end up rite bk at 10.10 n dnt wna see tht number again or else will feel this past week has been a waste nw will feel as tho im bk at dquare one even tho technically wont b cz 12.4 wil b bk to square one bt js yht iv seen 10.10 fot ages nw n dnt wna ser it again so sooon even if it mite b js water weight or wteva....once im out of the tens the. Can mayb breathe a sigh of relief eveb with a planned day on the horizon bt i js know knowing my luck wile im jn the tens even the low tens if do have a big planned day off will prbz mst likely en dup at 10.10 aagain....sori for all the typin js tryin to keep mind busy n nt succumb goin down to the kitchen n endin up cheating nt wen iv. Lasted the whole week on simplixity think its also js tht ima bit apprehensive abt week 2 losses cz they r known to b smalll lmaooo oh well gt till of may n then end of june to see some sort of miracle appen n once im out of this current job wont even b tempted by the chippy or subway nwar wrk place lol....

Ho hum xxx

 

[pripri121]

Just had a very reflective and informative conversation with clin tdai thank u soo much has helped me soo much have had a lifestyle tdai have had quorn sausages oxo gravy chilli n a chilli for lunch wil b avin a shake n jelly later on xx