In 6 months time, when i look back at this journey i've been on to discover the new, real me thats always been there but anable to find a way out up until now.. I want my amazing girlfriend to know that without her i'm not sure i'd be able to do this, that all of why i'm doing this is for us. Because the past 4 and a half years have been amazing, but i want the rest of our lives to be better.
To Sophie, (because i'll make you read this one day i promise)
I love you, i love how you've never looked at me differently, no matter what size i am. I love you because 4 months ago you didn't want me to lose weight and you never gave me a reason why, but deep down i knew. You were scared that me losing weight would mean eventually me leaving you, and i could tell in your eyes for a really long time thats what was going through your mind. I love you for somehow changing those doubts & fears and putting them into supporting me by doing this diet with me, for showing me there's a 'we' and not just 'me'. I love you for being you. If i could give you anything, i'd give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you know how much you mean to me. This is for us.
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