Stirky's JUDDD journey!

miss my friend :(

hope you are well lovely!

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Hello hello girlies! I am back! Well sort of, still have no internet that could be another 2 weeks yet! But I caved in and couldn't be without internet so went and bought a dongle for my laptop! Don't know why I didn't do that earlier, just didn't realise it'd take sky that long to sort out phoneline and then broadband (which I can't order until phoneline is up and running, which will be Tuesday!).

Well house move went really well. Nice and sorted and tidy in teh house mainly because the majority of stuff is stacken in the garage hahaha! I haven't been bothered to get out there and sort through it yet! Think I need to do a car boot sale!!!

Diet has totally gone out of the window since we moved!! So not good, I really must get back into it. Although have found out I could be wheat intolerrant, cut it out last week and then ate something with wheat in sunday and monday and I could tell the difference! Stomach was hurting :( So think I'll have to stick to wheat free, which won't do the diet any harm as means I can 't have biscuits, cake, pizza etc etc hahaha! Ideal! Really need to get sorted diet wise tho as I've been so bad lately and I feel guilty as I WAS doing so well :(

Oh and bad news on teh footie coach front! He's not going to coach the academy for much longer :( boo hoo hoo! Somebody else is replacing him so he can concentrate on his own team, I'm gutted! Although that does depend on what his replacement is like haha, could be even nicer!!!

Well I have a lot of catching up to do girlies!!! ;) Catch you all later!!!
 
Yes will have a nice eve tonight as child free lol, kids are going to nanny's for a sleepover, weather is gorgeous and hubby and I migth even walk down to the pub and sit in the beer garden. Make the most of this gorgeous weather, well that's if he can be bothered lol!!! I've got to take Charlie Lou ballet before dropping her to nanny's, so by the time I come back hubby prob won't be arsed to go out haha!
 
She must be lost in her box sets :'( poor love! Do u need a cuddle? Hehe xxxxx
 
Hope youve found jack hunny :( xxxxxxxxx
 
No Jack is still missing :( I have contacted all the animal shelters, vets, rspca and cpl, so if somebody finds him we should find out. He was so poorly over the weekend tho we are starting to fear the worse. Callum was in bits last night sobbing in bed as he misses him. I gave him a photo of Jack and he went to sleep holding it, bless him out of the three kids he really loved Jack. Just hope he turns up so we can get him to the vets. x
 
Hi guys! I just posted this in the 'Strugglers and restarters' forum so thought I'd post it here in my diary too:

Well it's not been an easy year for me so far, but I really can't believe it is June today!! I mean just where is this year going, totally flying by!

I seem to be on an never ending circle, diet lose three stone and put on two again!! I am so mad at myself, second time this has happened and I can't believe I let it happen again, especially as i was doing so well this time! At the end of 2009 I'd got down to 11stone, just 1 stone away from target. But now all of a sudden I realise I've put on weight again, although I knew the past 6 months it was creeping back on I just didn't have the strength or my head wasn't in the right place to stop it. So here I am again!! But for the last time! Yep I have said that before, but this time I WILL get to goal and stay there round about!!!!

The dieting part I can do, I've lost 3 stone twice now, and funniyly enough that is what I have to lose now so I know I can do that! The thing I struggle with is emotional eating, when things go wrong yep I still turn to food. I really need to sort that out and deal with it, learn to focus elsewhere!! Maybe I should go to EEA groups! "Hi my name is Stirky and I'm an emotional eater!!". I admit it now so maybe that's half the battle!

So enough messing around, enough excuses! Stirky is back! I plan to post on minis everyday and I'm not putting a time limit on it, just keep going onwards and downwards. I can do this I know that, it's just sticking with it!!!!

Hope everybody else is doing really well xxx
 
****hugs**** welcome back Hun! I know you've had a tough 6 months an had soooo much going off! I too am an emotional eater too! So know where your coming from! An life happens an it's tough so don't be hard on your self!

Were doing a June 30 day challange in the xenical section an the aim is to stick to plan for as many days as possible! Everyones welcome you don't have to be on xen there's a few that aren't so how's about coming N joining!

Good luck for the restart! I know u will smash it Hun!

Lotsa love!

Katie

ps snniiiiiiiifffffff lol
 
Thank yous Katie! :D Yes we'll all get there, it's not a race but us aiming to change our lifestyles and old habits always die hard! We just need to keep breaking them down, if if they start rearing their ugly head again, we need to kick them down again and again if that's what it takes! It takes time to make you think and act differently and all we can do is keep going on and going back just is not an option is it!!!

Yes may come over and join your challenge :D! I just started a june one here on teh juddd board as they really do keep you motivated, but the more the better lol!

Hope you're having a good day hunni xxx
 
Right 4th June, 3 days 100% so far and day 4 will be a down day, so here we go. Got to go shopping today, but I'm well used to shopping on a down day so that'll be fine. I do find tho when I'm on a down day I don't tend to buy so much and hubby and kids miss out on goodies lol!

Will report in later xxx
 
Right 4th June, 3 days 100% so far and day 4 will be a down day, so here we go. Got to go shopping today, but I'm well used to shopping on a down day so that'll be fine. I do find tho when I'm on a down day I don't tend to buy so much and hubby and kids miss out on goodies lol!

Will report in later xxx

OOOooh shopping! ...or d u mean the food shop? lol

Either way hope u have a fab day! Is it sunny in plymouth today! Tis lovely up my way! woooop!

Well done on the 3 days! And good luck for your down day! BTW Have u got some of the 10 cal soups from morrisons?

Lotsa love


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Yes food shop, not town for shoes lol, can't afford that type of shopping at the mo :(

Yes been lovely sunny day, although I was doing great on my dd until we went out!! Took the kids up the seafront and they had ice cream, I had a can of diet coke whoop! Then we went to the park and kids had a play. As it was getting late Mark said we'd go to the chip shop for tea and go up the front to eat them before going home, make the most of the sun. I wasn't going to have anything, but by then I was starving lol so I had a jacket potato, not good on a dd but at least I didn't have sausage and chips like the rest of them did!! So today has been a medium day not a down day. Not too bad, but not good, so gonna do a down day tomorrow :)
 
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