Surfhunny's Countdown to Florida

[great things]

at least dude's been for a nice kip. had to go wake him for tea. bit calmer now. i think it all just got to me. i find these situations difficult to cope with and tend to snack. i had a biscuit as well as a cd bar as i thought that the bar might stop me from eating.

can't stop cleaning the kitchen.... just bleached the sink whilst i was making the kids tea. got it on my leggings so i'm had to put the washing machine on a cold wash to get it out asap. argh! at least the kitchen is looking ace. just need the ceiling painted white and the gloss doing. think i might call someone in as i really don't want to be doing it.

 

[Surfhunny]

I've just been watching the rugby this aft, while trying to sort my phone out. Tomorrow I need to go out to buy some more light bulbs for the bathroom, bulbs always go at the wrong time.

 

[great things]

i change my cooker hood bulbs every month.

 

[Surfhunny]

I have every single type of bulb you could ever need, EXCEPT this one I've lived in my house for nearly 7 years and I don't think I've ever changed this bulb so I guess I can't complain. The halogen ones in the kitchen are always going. In fact I've just noticed one is out now lol.

 

[MinnieMel]

Hi Sal and Nikki,

@Nikki -- I remember those days well. Even now when I ask DH to do something, I can sometimes tell he is thinking, "That's your job."

@Sal -- This house has no two light fixtures the same. WE have to keep buying all sorts of weird light bulbs. UGH!

I've got DD and her BFF fed (actually DH sorted dinner as I was at the pool with them, and called as we were heading home). And after a few minutes break... I'll have to call them back to do homework (maths). I am sure there will be tears... possibly from me!

I have to go and get the beds made up -- I need to put clean sheets on DD's and the guest bed for BFF. Then, make both lunches, etc.

MM

 

[Surfhunny]

Wow, inspired by Kim I decided to have a little look on match.com, I haven't been on in over two years, it's where I met Ash. Well nothing has changed by the looks of things. The same faces are staring back at me! I don't know whether to laugh or cry!! And what's with the hand on chin "thinking" pose? Slim pickings in my region Off to have a look at dating direct and match affinity. Won't go near plenty of fish however desperate I get lol.

 

[kimmi1982]

I found the same- the same people I had already dated 3 years ago- scary stuff! Plenty of fish is awful- tried it for 2 weeks and had to cancel because I was inundated with men wanting "casual acquaintainces" and being very explicit!! Have cancelled all subscriptions now so hope this date is a good one!! X

 

[great things]

i met hubby on direct dating.

with ems playing up i phoned hubby at 6pm and had a talk to him on phone and he was coming home at 7.30pm. came home and said to me he didn't know why i was in a strop and taking it out on him..... he was looking after the kids when i went to hospital each night to see my mum! FFS!!!! where does he get that looking at the kids 24/7 compares to looking after the kids 1 1/2 hours max once a week and even then i cook their tea, go out, come home and put them to bed! i'm mad! everytime i try to talk to him he throws it back at me, making his situation seem worse than mine. i'm going to give up talking to him. pi$$ed off is an understatement. yesterday it was 5.30am til 7pm. he dragged himself out of bed about 8am. then this am it was 6.30am and i got him up about 8am ish cause i wanted to go for a run. he's setting his alarm for 6am but going to bed at midnight and then i wake up with the alarm or his snoring and he doesn't.

i need a break away for a week to let him know what the fcuk it's like.

 

[Surfhunny]

And here's me moaning about being single and having no family the grass isn't always greener is it?

 

[Surfhunny]

I'm watching the Vagina Monologues, it's only been on five minutes and I'm already killing myself laughing. It's fab, the woman who started it all is hosting it, and she's hilarious!! Some people have very funny ideas

 

[*Shanny*]

Wow, inspired by Kim I decided to have a little look on match.com, I haven't been on in over two years, it's where I met Ash. Well nothing has changed by the looks of things. The same faces are staring back at me! I don't know whether to laugh or cry!! And what's with the hand on chin "thinking" pose? Slim pickings in my region Off to have a look at dating direct and match affinity. Won't go near plenty of fish however desperate I get lol.

Do u have to pay for these services then ?? And sal did u put a pic of yourself up on there ?

Mmmmm I'd like to have a nose I'm not getting any younger as my nan would say lol

 

[Surfhunny]

You don't have to pay to have a nose, but you have to do a bit of a profile. I haven't put pics on anywhere but match and I've just deactivated my old profile so old pics lol.

But you get more interest if you put pics on and I'm bad I don't bother to look at guys that don't have pics.

 

[Surfhunny]

I realise that midnight is probably not the best time to be arsing about but my legs were still feeling really stiff. I'm back at physio first thing Tuesday and was considering cancelling because of the stiffness, but I just thought I'd give my legs a little gentle stretch and see if it helped any. And it's helped loads so tomorrow hopefully I'll be even less stiff and sore. I'll have a few gentle stretches throughout the day.

 

[MinnieMel]

Morning Sal,

I hope your day goes well. Can you do pilates? I love the way that class makes me feel. The stretching is so relaxing (and hopefully toning).

MM

 

[Surfhunny]

Wow I've totally slept in the morning, must've been all that late night stretching

I'd love to do Pilates Mel, but the classes at my gym are at bad times for me, usually during the day, and the evening one is soo full. I used to do Body Balance, I might get back into that soon.

So I forgot to plan again last night:

Choc shake
Water 1.5 litres
Fruits of forest shake
Water 1.5 litres
K Spag Bol
1 can Dr Pepper Zero

 

[Surfhunny]

My legs are so much better today, that little bit of stretching last night has helped so much!! just in time to do it all over again tomorrow lol.

 

[MinnieMel]

Hi Sal,

Glad to hear you are better. Would you do a DVD at home (pilates)?

MM

 

[Surfhunny]

I feel incredibly sick I'm just here to confess to falling off the wagon majorly, I'm such a pig. I did so well holding it together yesterday after my STS that I just fell apart this afternoon I won't go into the things I've troughed this aft, but I will say that it's been nowhere near as much as it could've been and would've been in the past. I stopped, but I've still done a fair bit of damage to my weight

I'll be okay!! I'll carry on now as normal. I thought about whether to confess or just keep quiet and hope I can pull it back in a week. But the whole point of doing this is to be accountable to myself so I've owned up! Took responsibility and I feel suitably ashamed of myself

 

[great things]

it's over sally. forgive yourself (this is very important!) and move on. everyone slips. i've been mega focused today and have felt very numb towards food, this is a start to me focusing again.

 

[Surfhunny]

Okay I'm ready to forgive myself and forget!! It's done, can't go back now!! I need to get my head back in gear, cos this was a classic example of my emotional eating I've been overly sensitive today, and the little binge-fest was the result!