Well it's been an absolutely gorgeous weekend here. I've been sitting out in the garden for the whole weekend and it's been like being on holiday, the only thing missing was a nice cool pool.
The only trouble with the hot weather, is that I hate getting my arms out in public, vest tops are a big no no for me, I hate my arms, always have, even when I was thin. They're really big and muscley from swimming etc and now with a good layer of fat on top of the muscle they're huge, I hate them!!! But on a more positive note at least they're brown again so don't look quite as bad.
I don't know why but I've got this overwhelming urge to cook. It's not that I particularly want to eat what I make, it's just that I miss cooking. It's my Grans 90th in July and we're having a massive family party, spread over 2 days. Surprise party on the Saturday and a BBQ on the Sunday. The Saturday is catered, but for the BBQ we're each to bring something for the BBQ and something for the table. I've been nominated to bring something desserty (my family know me well lol). I've been looking through my millions of cook books and I think I'm just going to do the old favourite cupcakes but it's really made me want to cook. Aaargh!!!
I suppose the good thing is that I decided that I'm having my birthday weekend off CD, I'll take the consequences like an adult. Last year I was on a diet (SW) so didn't really have much of a birthday and the year before I felt too fed up by my size to really enjoy it, so this year I'm allowing myself one guilt free weekend. I've talked it over with my CDC who seems happy enough with my decision. So really this week I'm going to try and lose as much weight as I can to compensate for the weekends festivities.
The daft thing is I can't wait to have cake... I've forgotten what cake tastes like and I really can't wait for birthday cake. I just hope my mum and dad don't put me on a guilt trip about it. In fact I might even ban the word DIET for the weekend.
Ah well, I'm waffled on for a bit tonight lol. I hope the rest of the week is just as warm and sunny as the weekend has been.