time2go said:I failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. What is wrong with me. Feel so dejected and down. Haven't even got to my mum's yet, wonder if I can get out of the Chinese. Although this is bad of me, sisters last meal before married life. But its only a meal. Mum is going through a really bad spell in her depression n will no doubt read into it.... Yuck to life
Thank you guys mum was too agitated to come over today. Which is obviously not good but selfishly it was for me. Had a great down day! My mum has told me my life makes her current episode of anxiety depression worse so I am trying to minimise this and have to hide the fact I am dieting and also exercising as much. So although very sad for my mum today happy to have a successful down day (my first official) and looking forward to the scales in morning! Hoping for 194 or dare I say it. Less... Will just be glad to get rid of the gain. I stopped my vlcd at 195 and lost 1lb my first week Judd taking me to 194lbs so will.b great to get that back and get me on track