TBSx LL Journey...

Aw Jesus tell us!!!!! The suspense is killing me lol
 
Oh oh oh... Waiting for more info... Exciting!!!

I am a little confused about how you have children old enough to have horses and yet you look about 20 something! Shocking!!! I need to pamper myself more so I can look so good :) x

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Aw you are so sweet, I am far older than that picture makes me look, good lighting ha ha! I am 40 with 2 grown children, one 23 & one 20. Not sure its the pampering more the fact I didnt know how to behave when I was young lol xx
 
Day - I dont know I have lost track

Ladies, ladies, I am so sorry to worry you all, but I have had a really difficult couple of days in all sorts of ways. I am ok, its everyone else thats the problem. Let me explain!!

First of all for you romantics, alas there was no knock on my hotel room door and even if there was I would have probably slept through it I was shattered lol - but thats ok because give him time he will definately be knocking soon. He has had a taster and its not over till this hot chick says it is lol. Seriously though things went so well over the past few days with him, things that never happen usually, did this time, so its from small acorns....

Right total drama, after the issues earlier in the week with my daughters pony and moving him. Last night she walked in quite late and looked really upset, I asked her was she ok and the poor child went into meltdown. Quite scary really to see her like that, basically the poor kid is warn out, she works full time and looks after 3 horses at 2 different yards and with everything that has gone on and the one horse being poorly has got to her. She sat on my lap just sobbing for ages. After a good chat we have found a way for me to help her more because she is so exhausted. I am going to take her one pony at the yard on his own whilst she has the other 2. Hmm I got the naughty pony lol. We also chatted about her not looking after herself properly and this is maybe where I have fallen down as a mother. I dont cook for her ever and so she eats rubbish daily, so I have told her that from now on she will have a cooked meal every night and thats not a micro meal its good home cooking. (even though I am rubbish at it lol) she has also reduced her hours for a couple of weeks at work whilst things settle down with the horses. So its all worked out for the best in the end. I think it was just a release for her, bless! I am so proud of her though after all she is still a young adult really.

So back to me, the past few days have been a nightmare from a LL point of view. I have not drank anywhere near enough water and totally messed up on my packs, having 3 late a night because I only managed one during the day. I am seriously hoping that it doesnt impact my weightloss.

Today I had my 1-2-1 with my manager which was fine, but at the end we just chatted about random stuff as we are really good friends and I ended up in tears about a particular subject. Not like me at all I am ususally so strong and so focused on what I want but struggle with this particular thing. She went into counsellor mode and I finally admitted to myself what I need to do to rectify the issue. I have a week off next week so I am looking forward to some quality me time!!

Got home worked for a while and collected my thoughts then went off to sort the naughty pony out lol.

Cooked Dani her favourite dinner, smelt yummy. Its weird I really want to look after her and cook her nice things, my friend said to get Jamie's 30 minute meals, suppose its good training for when I can eat again though.

Hope you have all had a good couple of days I have missed you all xx
 
It's lovely to have you back!

I hope you make time out for yourself next week! (quality time lady)

Jamie's 30 minutes meals are brill, i've only made a few from the t.v (sky +d them all) the children really enjoyed them!

you sound like a wonderfull mum, sorting out all the problems with the horses etc, and being a shoulder to cry on, i hope my princess and I are still close when she grows up!... just remember to try and allow yourself a little time out next week!

Good luck with the male interest... wink wink ;)
 
It's lovely to have you back!

I hope you make time out for yourself next week! (quality time lady)

Jamie's 30 minutes meals are brill, i've only made a few from the t.v (sky +d them all) the children really enjoyed them!

you sound like a wonderfull mum, sorting out all the problems with the horses etc, and being a shoulder to cry on, i hope my princess and I are still close when she grows up!... just remember to try and allow yourself a little time out next week!

Good luck with the male interest... wink wink ;)

Aw thanks chick, hope things are going well with the Milk. :)

I dont always feel like a good mum and as for being close, not as close as I would like but she knows there is nothing I wouldn't do for her or my son. Treasure your princess and I am sure you will be close still :) How many children you got?

Any chuffin male interest would be a bonus at this stage, I have even started to ask myself what is wrong with me, why oh why does no one want some Lady T loving lol :D xx
 
I bet men assume you're already taken as you're hot stuff!!! :D

I've got two children, daughter 7 going on 27!
and a son 2, they're my absolute everything, i love them sooo much!
 
Awe ladyt your marvellous and such a caring and devoted mammy. I'm sure with a bit of rest and TLC off mammy she be ok and then you can have a rest on your week off and have some you time. Seriously deserved by the sound of it. Chin up hunny. Sending u oodles of hugs xoxo:)xoxo
 
Hmm I'm liking your thinking on the men front lol, thanks chick x

Aw so cute, lucky them having a yummymummy like you xx
 
Awe lady your marvellous and such a caring and devoted mammy. I'm sure with a bit of rest and TLC off mammy she be ok and then you can have a rest on your week off and have some you time. Seriously deserved by the sound of it. Chin up hunny. Sending u oodles of hugs xoxo:)xoxo

Hi lovely, I'm ok just feel pulled in many directions, but thats just life, its not going to win this battle with me lol

Aw when you say mammy it reminds me of growing up in Wales we used to say that when we were little :D xx
 
Where did u grow up luv. I live in the Swansea valley where men are men and sheep are their girlfriends lol. Xxx
 
Julslynne said:
Where did u grow up luv. I live in the Swansea valley where men are men and sheep are their girlfriends lol. Xxx

Hilarious I just love the sheep jokes lol

I am from Cwmbran originally born in Usk. Moved to the midlands when I was 15 xx

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A man walks into a Welsh pub and orders a white wine spritzer.
The bar goes silent as everyone stares at him..."Where are you from?
You sound English",
"I'm from across the Severn ," replies the man nervously.
"What do you do, just across the Severn ?",
"I'm a taxidermist."
"What on earth is one of those?",
"I mount animals."
"Its alright boys," shouts the barman, "he's one of us

Another one to give you a laugh. Xxxx
 
Lady T!!!!!!
Glad everything is ok with ur daughter now...bless her cottons.
And i totally agre with Lozz... men prob think ur taken OR find you so goodlooking that they they feel to shy to confront u.

No worry about havin 3 packs at night together i have 2 packs before i go bed to accompany one an other.

HAVE A GOOD DAY XXXX
 
Julslynne said:
A man walks into a Welsh pub and orders a white wine spritzer.
The bar goes silent as everyone stares at him..."Where are you from?
You sound English",
"I'm from across the Severn ," replies the man nervously.
"What do you do, just across the Severn ?",
"I'm a taxidermist."
"What on earth is one of those?",
"I mount animals."
"Its alright boys," shouts the barman, "he's one of us

Another one to give you a laugh. Xxxx

Lol I was wondering where that one was heading lol xx

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Gembritney said:
Lady T!!!!!!
Glad everything is ok with ur daughter now...bless her cottons.
And i totally agre with Lozz... men prob think ur taken OR find you so goodlooking that they they feel to shy to confront u.

No worry about havin 3 packs at night together i have 2 packs before i go bed to accompany one an other.

HAVE A GOOD DAY XXXX

You lovely ladies say all the right things, you do wonders for my confidence thank you! Hope I offer you the same sometimes or I would be upset with myself!

She seems a little happier to be honest, nothing a burnt cooked dinner from mamma couldn't fix lol firstly I didn't burn it I was teasing and secondly mamma, yeah right I wish, lucky if I get a mom out of them they don't seem to call me anything unless they want something lol

Thanks for the pack advice it's been worrying me the past few days

Have a wonderful day my lovely xx

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Day 73

Well today has been a glorious day weather wise.I got up extra early to sort the psyco pony Charlie out lol. He was pleased to see me and gave me a little neigh! Chucked him out in the feild then mucked out. OMG I was absolutely shattered, certainly dont miss that form of exercise.

The worked from home, I am really worried that my lack of water is going to hinder my weightloss this week only time will tell. I am just to busy to fit it in, the least I have drank is 2 litres minus the packs, but I was previously drinking 4 litres plus packs. Grrrr!

Cooked my lovely daughter a dinner, mmm smelt lovely my mouth waqs actually watering lol. She seems to be enjoying me helping her and trying to look after her.

I had a phonecall from my mum last night, basically my dad, who I havent had contact for over 20 years had managed to track her down and get a number for her.He rang her to say he has a secondary blood disorder and has been told by the medics that his children need screening. Wow didnt see any of that coming. I m not worried about the screening I spoke to my doctor this morning he seems to think it is highly unlikely that any of us will have it. Anyway I am going to get a blood test next week just to be sure. The problem I now have is that my dad also has MS and can no longer walk, I have such a dilema all the things that went on in the past have really distroyed any relationship we had hence the no contact for over 20 years. My mum has his number apparently but then there is the issue with how will it make her feel if us kids contact him! Argh families!I totally believe things happen for reason which makes me wonder if him contacting her was a cry for help. I am so confused, one good thing though I actually dont think I eat when I am shocked or upset becuase food didnt even enter my head. I think I see I eat for no reason at all which is probably worse lol

Got home from getting Charlie in and found my gorgeous son cutting the grass, such a good lad! I tried to kiss him to say thank you but ended up chasing him round the house, he is so funny!

So I now have a full week off, what a chuffin luxury! I am going to spend some time with the psyco pony and also have some quality chillaxing me time. Hope the weather stays good.

Hope all you beautiful ladies have a fabulous weekend xx
 
You sound really possitive... love it
Nothing a spot of sunshine cant fix!
Enjoy your weekend!
 
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