Hey my lovelies, thank you all so much for the kind words and thoughts, there are two many to comment individually but I wanted to know it really is appreciated. You all give me so much strength when I least feel like I have it!
As you can all guess my silence means only bad news, Barron the cutest pony ever sadly had to be sent off to sleep forever on Sunday! It was the hardest decision for both my beautiful daughter and myself! Dani is totally heartbroken, but I am so proud of her and how she handled the situation. I have been spending all my time with her to try and occupy her mind, its the quiet moments that are the hardest. We did everything in our power to help him through it and this I think offers her some comfort. I did try and come on here yesterday but caught a glimpse of SB's post on my diary and set me off, sorry I am so soppy, but that little pony helped get my daughter through some very tough times and we will all miss him so much.
As you can imagine looking after me has not been a priority under the circumstances, my baby needed to come first, each day is getting easier for her! I have remained 100% even through this difficult time but I didnt have all my packs one day and certainly didnt drink the amount of water I should have. Tonight I dropped into my class for my WI and collect next weeks packs, I didnt stay for the counselling I wanted to get back home, not feeling socialable and wanted to cook Dani something to make sure she ate. I was planning on writing this week off because of all the stress, so I wouldnt have minded if I had no loss. Peoples bodies deal with stress differently and even though I hadnt cheated I didnt know what the outcome would be for me on the scales, as it turned out I lost a pleasing 2lb.
Thanks again ladies for all your support you make this journey through life and LL so much easier!
I missed you all and am just about to catch up in your diaries, hope you are doing brilliantly and good luck for this weeks WI's! xx