Hey lovelies,
I have had a really nice day today! Firstly went to let the horses out with Dani. followed by a trip to the garage to pic her new car up. She is now the proud owner of a black Mini One, its gorgeous! As we walked into the garage the owner said 'Hi gorgeous' Dani said 'Hi' he replied ' and hi to Dani as well' LMAO classic, how embarrassed was I as he is a nice guy lol Dani just laughed bless her. Did the paperwork and then off we went to my sisters.
I haven't seen my sister or the boys, she has 4!! for about 3 weeks or so! She dropped a bombshell, not before ranting at me to say I dont care what you say but....followed by you are going to be an aunty again! I didnt say much really the last time she told me I was quite vocal, she lost it in the end, yes I felt bad, I dont want her boys to go short of anything so the things said were out of caring for her and the children she already has, I think this time I was expecting her to break the news at some point that there would be another and had already come to terms with it! The positive of course is that I will be the slimmest sister this year, yay go me! lol I obviously told her that and we had a giggle!
Did some shopping for my dinner and then back to the yard to muck out Chester's stable and bring him in for the night! Chester is so cute, well kinda he is a bit big to be cute, but still. He came cantering down the hill neighing at me! Bless! I met Dani at the yard which was a nice novelty as I have driven her round for weeks.
Dani had been given a present by one of the girls at the yard that she has known for years, it was a framed penicl drawing of Barron the pony we lost at Easter. It is absolutely amazing! It is now hanging in the living room, feel sad looking at it as I miss him so much and had a few tears.
Food Talk
Vanilla shake
Cranberry bar
Mexican Chilli (made from the LLL cookbook) mmmmmm my cooking skills are improving, Dani shared it with me and even said so herself! lol
I will have a banana shake later and have used my diry allowance of milk in my tea.
2 litres so far of water so I have a way to go tonight with the water.
I am really concerned I keep hoping on the scales but they are not moving, I know, I know, step away from the scales, but my LLC has encouraged me to do it in the hope I believe LLL works. If I dont lose weight this week I dont know what I will do as it will clearly mean that LLL isnt working for me. I am not sure where I will go from here either, I really want to lose some more weight and have even contemplated buying Exante off the net to add to my LL packs and go back to abstinence rather than having a meal, but the issue with my blood worries me! I will get my results on Monday so I will see what is said this time, either way I dont think the doctor will write me a letter to say I can go back on total so I could be stuffed. Arghhhh what to do, decisions, decisions, I am not stressed over it but it is slightly playing on my mind, there are choices out there for me to get down to my target weight.
Went shopping for some clothes today as well, hmmm its no wonder I feel shattered tonight lol. I bought some cropped jeans for my holiday some new leggings and also a little skirt to put over my bikini on the beach all size 12. I thought the jeans wouldnt fit but they slipped on nicely. Its weird how in our heads we struggle to accept being a smaller size in clothes. Happy days!
Hope you have all had a great day xxx