Aw hun 4lbs is amazing, well done to you and well done for not having he chocolate.
I have no words of wisdom or anything, hey what do i know.... You've not had an easy ride of late but can I just say I think you have handled the situation in a level headed adult fashion, there's no way i could have handled it like you. You have 8lbs to lose hun and you have lost a whopping 59lbs. 8lbs is nothing compared to what you have lost.
Please stop saying your miserable - your not, dont doubt you as a person and your strength to lose that 8lbs.
I've loved reading about your journey, please dont poo poo your achievement - its huge.
Keep going hun the prize is nearly at your fingertips
xxxx