I am going to start this post by apologising profusely, I have been avoiding this site as I have not been sticking to the diet at all. It was pretty selfish and so I'm going to make a real effort to be a part of this team again.
I really hope you all can too, please all stay! I hope we can all support each other through whatever we are going through and whether we are doing brilliantly or struggling to find our motivation. How does that sound?
Looks to me like we're all going through some ups and downs at the moment, and not wanting to lay all my rubbish on you guys meant that I wasn't hear to listen to what is going on with you, so I am really really sorry!
So let's start again. Kate honey, thanks for dragging me back here, you are such a sweetie. Your holiday sounds great, I haven't been to Spain so am completely jealous
. Maybe you could buy some holiday clothes a bit early to enspire you? And good luck with your interview - honey you can be anything you want to be, don't let anyone make you feel anyway else. You are fabulous and they will love you.
Dean - glad you are staying! You are doing bloody brilliantly, well done on getting to your 5 stone milestone. And how are you healthwise now? That infection doesn't sound too good, hope it's clearing up. Hey - I think it's about time you amuse us with some more stories from your cab
, had anyone interesting in lately?
Rach - thanks for all your gym info, it's really great because I've never been an exerciser before (is exerciser even a word??). It's all new to me! I'm definitely looking into getting the bike, and I'm hoping desperately that it really is something that you can't forget how to ride, because I haven't been on one in over 15 years. I'm on 810 (when I'm actually on CD, which hasn't been lately) so I think I should have enough energy for some light exercise, what do you reckon? And hey, great news about that dress, well done chick!
And Anni, how was your birthday babe? You did so well to stick to something really light and healthy when you had a night off. Such an inspiration
Well, I have chucked out all the food in my house and have only CD products. Although I have been avoiding my CDC for the last month, I have enough packs for the next week and I have made an appointment to see him on Monday, so NO MORE EXCUSES FROM ME! I have had no real reason to not stick to CD, I just lost all willpower which is really frustrating because I have been on this diet for over a year and never really experienced this before.
I am going to a friends wedding in two weeks and bought a wedding outfit for it this weekend just passed. It's a whole size bigger than I had been buying recently and that thoroughly depressed me because I always said that I wasn't going to go back up in sizes again. Hopefully that is the last straw that gets me back on the wagon.
Having said that I threw a BBQ birthday party for a really good friend on friday and although I did eat some crap I was pretty good (had salad and made the boys cook me quorn on the BBQ!) and managed to avoid alcohol. So I feel like I am kind of scraping back my willpower, I'm at least going in the right direction
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Anyway, loads of love and good vibes for you all and I promise to come here more often from now on.
Dee xxx
PS, am up for the challenge. 7lb in two weeks? Bring it on!