hello ladies,
prompted by kelly's message last night i feel i have a huge appologie to make to you all. I have not been able to get back on plan this week. I feel ashamed and a complete faliure to let you down and moreso myself. I did however face up to it on thursday night and see my CDC........6lbs on. No excuses, i have felt like crap, but i'm the one that ate like a pig.
i have had a little cry and recieved some big hugs of OH. i have talked things through with my CDC. I have been proactive and booked an appointment for the day i get back from my holiday so i can have a proper fresh start and push for christmas. I have got the dress out of my wardrobe, that i intend to wear for my christmas doo. I have tried it on and it goes nowhere near me, so it WILL FIT for christmas.
I completely understand if you want me to withdraw from the team. I will leave it in your hands.