I agree - Patsy you have done amazingly well! Here's too a new week!
Well i am feeling utterly crap today! OH is home and in a stinker of a mood! He had an extraction and 2 fillings yesterday (i had to force him to the dentists) - he also thought it would be an excellent idea to move a HUGE tv upstairs ready for the tip (our house is over 4 floors) and hurt his back! I got up at 7 while he was making the kids brekfasts to do my exercise dvd and he went ballistic! I am extremely annoyed with his moods of late! Eugh it's a long story - but if he cannot snap out of this depression / anxiety then i don't know what will happen! I am seriously sick of it now! We had an utterly awful 2011 and he should be kissing my bloody feet, after what the kids and i went through. We moved here, fresh start, new us and all was going fine and dandy, we had an epsiode like this for 3/4 weeks and then Thursday before last he woke up the man i love, and snapped out of it, started working out everyday, cut out alcohol completely (which he shouldnt have at all really) and was fabulous! But this week..............aaarrrgggghhhhhh back to square pigging one! I sometimes wonder why i bother, but we ahve 12 years under our belt, i love him more than anything, i know he's a good man deep down and i know he's worried about his serious health problems, which is why i get so annoyed with him! Other than the kids he is all i have and i am scared ................pffffft Anyway back to me
I really feel like i've let myself down and that i'm going to gain this evening, i really want a loss to keep me motivated! I worked out this morning (eventually) and took dd to school the tough way, so that's 4 workouts i've done since Sunday and 3 days of tough route to school and back (today in the rain ha ha, as that's how determined i feel!) HUGE fruit salad for brekkie, not sure what lunch will be yet, and then homemade cheese and bacon burgers for dinner, with spicy wedges and salad...nom nom nom! Apologies for vent but i needed it and my Dalmatian is not in the least bit interested!
what use is that ha ha! Anyways please feel free to slap me with a wet kipper! I made need a few slaps after tonights weigh in ayway! Flaming * week and exercise - i truely feel like i weigh an elephant! B xxx