Hi guys. A few days off and I feel normal again. I wish i could afford to be a stay at home mum. Id be so much happier. Id find time to cook and exercise and make my cards. Ive had my creative head on and feel so chillaxed again.
Heres a couple of my christmas cards. They're for next year now as i had to get shop ones this year.
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Ive also planned my diet for January. I enjoyed my smoothies so going to do green smoothies breakfast and lunches with a sw style evening meal. That way its quick and easy during my busy work days.
Made a deal with hubby. Im really unhappy at work there has been soooo much crap attached to the job. Its a charity run preschool that has been running on 1968 preschool rules that were never updated or challenged. Suddenly cos the managers name changed to mine it opened a can of worms with ofsted, charity commissions etc. Its been a nightmare and i havent even got to do what i love best.. which is work and play with the children. The job certainly dont pay enough for all this stress so have and decided if it doesnt settle down by easter ill be giving my terms notice and going in july.
To top it all ofsted want to give me a private medical examination to see if im mentally stable enough to be a manager (due to my dark dark past events) so they might even make my mind up for me. Think this time next year i might be stacking shelves in morrissons! They wont care about my mental state!
Anyway 2014 been a real rollercoaster. Im now ready to face 2015. Ive no need for happy pills and nothing will take me back there!
Im enjoying catching up on mins again. Ive missed you all.
2 sleeps... how exciting....