Hi Diary
I'm home and normal service has resumed! Wish I was still watching the water and listening to the tide it seemed to take all my little worries away.
Well what have I achieved in 2014? I'm not too sure to be honest with you all. '
I'm heavier than last January so the weight loss didn't do too well.
I have managed to bury the 'happy pills' but since stopping them I have eaten for England.
I've changed jobs but am not happy with it, so there might be another decision to be addressed there this year.
I certainly have not achieved feeling any younger, I feel 10 years older than last January!
My plan for 2015 is to make "bubble" time. I'm fed up of being a mum, boss and wife 100% of the time. I want to find the bubble from deep within.
I'm crying as I write this that's how unhappy I am with life at the moment. Don't get me wrong I have come a long long way from last year, no dark thoughts or suicidal ideas, just completely fed up. My kids argue all day long, my husband is an old fart that stuck in the 60s when kids should be seen and not heard, his answer to it all is to shout and swear not understanding it gets us nowhere! I know he is old school and being a lot older than me I need to except certain things but its just.... well hard.
Anyway sorry for the 'off subject' back to weightloss...
I've updated all my stats and restarting my Journey for 2015 on Monday.
For the first week I am doing a cheats SW. So I'm doing green smoothies using free foods and not synning it as blitzed, as far as I am concerned I'm still eating all the bulk from the fruit and veg its not as if its juiced and all goodness sieved out of it! I will limit myself to 10 syns a day and have a EE slimming world meal of an evening.
I have also decided to join sw online for 3 months then going to stop. I really hate going to class so I wont be going anywhere but I will feel accountable to someone or something if I join and it will give me a kick up the bum! I want to try and get the new plan straight in my head. I quite like the sound of it so will be giving it a go when I receive the new books, so watch this space!
I'd like to thank you all for your support in 2014 and if you want to watch my progress and ramblings in 2015 please keep reading....