hey guys, dont worry, im still in the good fight! i did let the other day weigh in bother me, i basically thought to hell with it - i need a break! and i didnt take my packed lunch to work and bought something nice. also i didnt count a single calorie in the last two days. and you know what, it was LIBERATING, because i didnt make bad choices and i wasnt obsessing over the number of calories.
Day 25
food:
2 slices of toast with jam
tuna and cucumber sandwich
packet of crisps
bowl of cereal
sweet and sour chicken from chinese *treat of the week*
no exercise - fell asleep at 6pm, i was so worn out!
Day 26
toast with marmalade
fish and wedges with mushy peas
jelly
spagetti bolognese
cereal
exercise - 30 minute walk
so yeah, i wont say ive eaten perfectly these last 2 days, i havent. but at the same time, i didnt blow it completely. maybe i had a couple of days at maintainance calories instead of losing, but it was a well deserved break. tbh im not even that keen on returning to calorie counting. i like the freedom of not having to count every little thing, but ill try it again, becausae as a weight loss methos, it really is fool proof! so back to 1500 cals a day. if i get tired of counting i'll assess the situation again when i get to that point. but whatever happens im dead serious about losing this weight. whether i lose 1lb a week or 5lbs, its going to come off. for the first time in my life im feeling happy, with who i am, my life, everything. i'll be no different at 140lbs to how i am now, i'll just have fewer physical limitations and be able to weigh sexy outfits! ooh and the main thing is that i'll be healthy
so yeah, i had a blip, but im human, and it helped me learn more about myself and my diet journey i guess. i dont know if ill see a loss on the scale on sunday, all i know is that i've come further mentally this week than i did in week one when i lost 7lbs, and losing the mental baggage is as important to me as the physical stuff