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Thanks so much charley for letting the ladies know I'm ok! I didn't realise giving my URL out was classed as spam and would get me blocked for a month. I apologize minimins! so ladies i wont be able to share it with you anymore so please dont ask, you will just have to google my username to find it
So... update.. god its been 4 weeks!
So I had a bit of a break down in my class not this Wednesday, but the previous week and I spent these last 4 weeks putting 1lbs on, then losing one, then putting one on, then losing one so in 4 weeks i;'ve basically stayed at 22 stone 2 lbs which is me at 1 stone 13lbs off in total, its so upsetting knowing I've reached my 2 stone mark but due to bad choices I've put it back on. I literally burst into tears when my leader called my name asking how my week's been. It's been pants! I've basically wasted 4 weeks, wasted £20 and I'm feeling quite low. It's all based around money, and time, the usual suspects that we blame for putting on weight. A few too many wrong choices and getting lazy when the other half says he's cooking, i forget i need to nag him to use frylight and not oil and he constantly challenges me when cooking and its certainly not helping and I sat him down after that week and told him things will have to change, that if im cooking dinner and if he doesn't want it, he can make something else or go hungry. enough is enough.
So with all that said, that was the week before last and this wednesday just gone I couldn't make class but I did a cheeky weigh in at home and I was 21st 10lbs which takes me past my 2 stone off and brings me to my 10%! Sadly though, it wasn't registered as I didn't make the meeting so THIS wednesday, My goal is to lose another 2lbs to make me 21 stone 8lbs which will be my 2 and a half stone award!
I also ordered a soup maker which I think is going to help. My fitbit is glued back onto my wrist to keep me motivated and of course, I have this outlet again to talk about my weightloss so all in all.. I fee Im back on the wagon, no more time wasting. I can lose another stone and a half by christmas if I focus and I know my soup maker is gonna help me. So lots of recipes for me, lots of soup eating and its cheap because I can stock up on loads of veg, cut them up in little cubes and freeze them all, then when im making my soup i can use any of the froze veg plus stock and 21 mins later I have my soup. PLAN!!!!!
So When it comes I plan on having muller light for breakfast, a sandwhich for lunch, my HEXb with some ham and cheese ( HEA ) and I'll take some snackerjacks or a low syn value crisps and some fruit for snacking to bumph it out and then when I get home using my pre frozen cubed veg I can chuck them in the soup maker and make whatever I'm in the mood for and if I end up with some left over, I can take that to work with a brown roll etc, Make some syn free scotch eggs or even mini meatball with the sausage meat and put then in a broth type soup..
as you can see, I'm pretty excited which I think is due as i had 4 weeks of utter pants-ness.
SOOOOO Hello to any new subscribers, Major hugs to all my regulars that like to read my ramblings and an hugeeeee thankyou again to charlie for keeping everyone in the loop for me xxx