I really feel for you.....I admire your honesty though, I usually disappear from the forum when things aren't going right for me! At least you are here fighting it! I think you have to do whatever is right for you, if you feel that joining another group as a fresh new starter will work, then do it. But don't forget, this is a head thing and as easy as things 'fall out of place', sometimes they just click back into place too. I am always amazed that one minute (literally) I feel like I have so much control and feel like its so easy and then in a flick of switch, I am raiding the crisps for no apparent reason! Afraid to say, this is how losing weight for most people is...no one said it was easy!! Even when you/we reach goal, it will probably be like this sadly, its an ongoing (lifelong for most) battle but what you have to remember, is that you are not giving in, you are putting up a great fight! Stop putting so much pressure on yourself...you are NORMAL...this is how it goes. I think people that sail through their journey are few and far between You are still winning! You have still lost weight.Its when you don't come here, when you just continue to indulge, when you don't care anymore, when you stop going to class.... that's when you can say you have thrown in the towel and given up and I don't think you are anywhere near that stage yet. C'mon give yourself a break girl.....look at where you have come from, and don't focus too far on the bit in between (now) and keep in mind where you are going without too much pressure. Good Luck
