Well, I had a major falling off the wagon last night and you know, it wasn't worth it because of how awful I feel this morning. Don't really know where it came from. I was feeling inexplicably shattered all day yesterday. I even expected TOT whenever it decides to turn up to, in fact, turn up, but nothing yet although if it was going to it would be due about now. Anyway, I just had a massive chocolate craving which is the first time this has really hit me. Ended up having a Bueno bar and three chocolate orange Club biscuits and then some Sensations sweet chilli crisps which I don't even like!! Went to bed and woke up this morning feeling absolutely lousy, really nauseous and sluggish. Couldn't get up when the alarm went off. Eventually got James up and made his breakfast then went and lay back in bed and waited until the last possible minute to get up, drag on a pair of trackie bottoms and a T-shirt, stick on a pair of sun glasses to hide everything and did the school run. Back home now, have had some water and a shake and am waiting to start feeling more normal. Amazing how sugar makes you feel when you've been off it for so long. Not sure I will ever eat a chocolate bar again and that can only be a good thing. A lesson learned and if I have another sugar craving I will remember how I feel this morning and resist.
That's my confession, I'm drawing a line under it and moving on. Here's to a good day for everyone.