Happy Sunday you Lovely Ladies,
Yes, i am in a WAY much better place these days. A few glitches at work but nothing that I can't handle.
I opted for yet one last week on LLT and glad I did. Weigh in came and I am down ........6lbs!! I stepped off the scales and then got back on to be sure that my eyes or scales were not playing tricks on me. OMgoodness...there were no trick mirrors around, nor a smoke screen...it was truly 6lbs loss!
I am now starting the RTM today, as it really is time. I have the books, and reading them. Seems fairly straight forward on paper...the proof will be the 'doing' . Gone is the safety of the packs..the knowing of what I will be eating per day...the comfort.
A new journey is begining with lots of hopes, dreams, wants and wishes.
Couldn't have made it this far without this forum! You all were life savers for me. I laughed, I cried and.......I discovered myself.
And you know what? I really ain't that bad of a person. Still NOT quite loving myself just yet - I still feel deep down there are laws against this in SOME country.
Still haven't wrapped my head around of what I now look like either. Guess this will take time too?
Initially i wanted to get down to 140lbs...I changed upped that amount awhile ago as I felt perhaps that weight was too thin for me.
I am content at this weight (still missing my arse...but hey ho....I do have the O/H and he MORE than takes its place).
Thus is why I am stopping at this weight - I am comfortable now. They say I will continue to lose on RTM and I do not dispute that. I want now to focus more on muscles and toning.
Who da thunk that 4 months ago OR even a year ago, I would be where I am now. I surely didn't.
Now, I am NOT leaving the boards - fat chance of that happening. I am just gonna continue what I am doing, keep busy and peep in every so often
OH...btw....saw my old boss the other day? he walked right by me and didn't even know who i was!!!! I actually had to yell down the hall at him!! The shock on his face? PRICELESS!
BRING ON THE OLD FLAMES now! Mamma has some scores to settle...hahahahahaha
Now I wonder...would an expression " EAT MY THONG" be aprapo? or too suggestive? Guess it depends on what they look like...lmao.
Have a WONDERFUL, explosive, and enthusiastic day Ladies!
We deserve it.