Tinytootz food diary
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Tinytootz
Mini crazy cat lady
Last night went lovely 
Only date 6, but it's nice when you kinda fit under someones arm, and when they cuddle you, their arms go right the way round, and then some
Gives me the boost to keep on losing too. Or at least try to
Out tonight on my works do till tomorrow, so I'll weigh in today, even though it's a day early. Expecting a gain tbh, but oh well!
Day 73: 6/12/10 - A day off!!!!!
Weetabix - HE
Milk - HE
SW chips
Pizza Express - I'm gonna eat what I like
(ended up with a salad to start, followed by a veggie pizza, and a stolen strawberry! Lost count of the amount of wine, vodka and shots, though!)
My own body weight in alcohol - 1,000,000 syns!
Only date 6, but it's nice when you kinda fit under someones arm, and when they cuddle you, their arms go right the way round, and then some Gives me the boost to keep on losing too. Or at least try to
Out tonight on my works do till tomorrow, so I'll weigh in today, even though it's a day early. Expecting a gain tbh, but oh well!
Day 73: 6/12/10 - A day off!!!!!
Weetabix - HE
Milk - HE
SW chips
Pizza Express - I'm gonna eat what I like
(ended up with a salad to start, followed by a veggie pizza, and a stolen strawberry! Lost count of the amount of wine, vodka and shots, though!)
My own body weight in alcohol - 1,000,000 syns!
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Tinytootz
Mini crazy cat lady
The streets are basically an ice rink. The actual main roads are fine, but you break your neck trying to walk anywhere! Amazingly, I've not fallen on my arse yet
Went round to his last night, and came back this morning.....
He's asked me to go to his staff xmas do this weekend, and I'm bricking it! Firstly, I don't know anyone bar him, and secondly, I'm gonna break my neck in heels for sure! And thirdly, what the flip do I wear!
Went round to his last night, and came back this morning.....
He's asked me to go to his staff xmas do this weekend, and I'm bricking it! Firstly, I don't know anyone bar him, and secondly, I'm gonna break my neck in heels for sure! And thirdly, what the flip do I wear!
Tinytootz
Mini crazy cat lady
I know, it's a massive step! I'm probably going to wear the same frock I wore for the christening, a Per Una Waffle shift dress. It was too big, but I had strangely kept the receipt, and they let me swap it for a size down!
http://www.marksandspencer.com/Una-Sleeve-Waffle-Shift-Dress/dp/B003T94AFK
Bit worried about heels on the REALLY icy pavements....but I could always convince someone to carry me
Glad you had a great time away, and you were lucky with the weather! And well done with your choices yesterday - buffets are a right 'mare!
http://www.marksandspencer.com/Una-Sleeve-Waffle-Shift-Dress/dp/B003T94AFK
Bit worried about heels on the REALLY icy pavements....but I could always convince someone to carry me
Glad you had a great time away, and you were lucky with the weather! And well done with your choices yesterday - buffets are a right 'mare!
sarah83
Try and try again
I remember you posting that dress for the christening - it's lush!
I know what you mean about walking in heels - will you have to walk far? I'm just dreading leaving the house without my 3 layers, thick coat, scarf, gloves, hat!! Can't you just get a cab - even if it's just a short journey...
How exciting though! And congrats on needing a smaller size - that's always a great feeling
Ps - make sure you actually eat today lol!
I know what you mean about walking in heels - will you have to walk far? I'm just dreading leaving the house without my 3 layers, thick coat, scarf, gloves, hat!! Can't you just get a cab - even if it's just a short journey...
How exciting though! And congrats on needing a smaller size - that's always a great feeling
Ps - make sure you actually eat today lol!
Tinytootz
Mini crazy cat lady
It's possibly a 20 minute walk, and I'm sure if I moan enough, I will get my way And I know what you mean about the layers, but I will have my jacket of wine and vodka on eventually
And I promise I will eat! I don't know why some days I simply don't bother, I must just get dreadfully distracted!
Yeah, even the lady in M&S congratulated me on my smaller size, and she didn't even know me!
Sadly, my work do xmas pictures have arrived on the book of faces.....dear god! I will avoid the camera as best I can on Sunday, but I have a feeling I might be the focus of peoples attention, being a new person darn it
And I know what you mean about the layers, but I will have my jacket of wine and vodka on eventually And I promise I will eat! I don't know why some days I simply don't bother, I must just get dreadfully distracted!
Yeah, even the lady in M&S congratulated me on my smaller size, and she didn't even know me!
Sadly, my work do xmas pictures have arrived on the book of faces.....dear god! I will avoid the camera as best I can on Sunday, but I have a feeling I might be the focus of peoples attention, being a new person
darn it
sarah83
Try and try again
Ah I'm sure they're not that bad hun, we always criticise photos of ourselves!
Don't avoid the camera - you'll look fab on Sunday, and you'll want some nice photos to remember the night I'm sure.
I think you definitely need to get a cab - a 20min walk in the cold is NOT a good idea!
Don't avoid the camera - you'll look fab on Sunday, and you'll want some nice photos to remember the night I'm sure.
I think you definitely need to get a cab - a 20min walk in the cold is NOT a good idea!
Tinytootz
Mini crazy cat lady
Well, half way through my weekend off plan
Not proud of myself, but, it's been a bit chaotic!
Pizza for tea on Thursday, duck wrap and lasagne for lunch and tea Friday, chicken tikka breaded bites, pitta bread and homemade meatloaf for lunch and tea Saturday, and Sunday ain't gonna go much better, I'm out on someone elses work do! Oh well.......at least I've admitted to it! Start again Monday
Not proud of myself, but, it's been a bit chaotic!
Pizza for tea on Thursday, duck wrap and lasagne for lunch and tea Friday, chicken tikka breaded bites, pitta bread and homemade meatloaf for lunch and tea Saturday, and Sunday ain't gonna go much better, I'm out on someone elses work do! Oh well.......at least I've admitted to it! Start again Monday
Tinytootz
Mini crazy cat lady
Well, that was an interesting evening! Vodka helped, but it generally could have gone better!
We arrived, and all was ok. He was more nervous than me, which started to bug me a little. And he seems to be one of these people who overcompensates when feeling nervous, so wouldn't blummin shut up!
His boss then started asking about my job, and what the most interesting question was that I've had. So I replied, and he proceeded to pick holes in my answer, and go on to tell me how wrong I was, and how he was right. Now.....I'm one for a good argument.....but I don't appreciate someone picking holes in what I do for a job. He was basically being a p**ck, and made me quite uncomfortable.
But, me being me, continued to fight my corner, but when up against someone saying over and over again "You're wrong", I kinda lost the will to carry on. And he is also one of these people who tries to get everyone to fight in his corner with him, whereas I go it alone. But I did take great delight in proving him wrong a little later on.
He seems to be one of those people who likes proving people wrong, and getting an ego boost. Unfortunately for him, under better circumstances, I would eat him alive
And just to add insult to injury, his lordship has reported back this morning that all his work people think I'm shy.....
OF COURSE I'M SHY!
Anyone in their right mind would be shy, when thrown on a table of people who you have no idea who they are, sat next to a bloke you've been seeing for a month, and another bloke who seems determined to make you look like a right t*t. I would rather be shy and quiet, than loud, obnoxious, and generally egotistical.
I think his lordship knows I'm a little ticked off. It is a pet hate of mine to be called shy, like it's a bad thing. I'm also going to have to tell him to stop telling him work colleagues EVERYTHING about me, as it's a little disconcerting, and makes me think twice about everything I say and do. As his muppet of a boss has annoyed me, but I'll be damned if he finds out he has!
...I like him, but my thoughts could change. He looked after me, making sure I was ok and showing me affection at the meal. But he seems to put an act on around people, to compensate for low self esteem (Apparently). And that just isn't my bag. I am what I am, and I expect others around me to be the same.
Rant over
We arrived, and all was ok. He was more nervous than me, which started to bug me a little. And he seems to be one of these people who overcompensates when feeling nervous, so wouldn't blummin shut up!
His boss then started asking about my job, and what the most interesting question was that I've had. So I replied, and he proceeded to pick holes in my answer, and go on to tell me how wrong I was, and how he was right. Now.....I'm one for a good argument.....but I don't appreciate someone picking holes in what I do for a job. He was basically being a p**ck, and made me quite uncomfortable.
But, me being me, continued to fight my corner, but when up against someone saying over and over again "You're wrong", I kinda lost the will to carry on. And he is also one of these people who tries to get everyone to fight in his corner with him, whereas I go it alone. But I did take great delight in proving him wrong a little later on.
He seems to be one of those people who likes proving people wrong, and getting an ego boost. Unfortunately for him, under better circumstances, I would eat him alive
And just to add insult to injury, his lordship has reported back this morning that all his work people think I'm shy.....
OF COURSE I'M SHY!
Anyone in their right mind would be shy, when thrown on a table of people who you have no idea who they are, sat next to a bloke you've been seeing for a month, and another bloke who seems determined to make you look like a right t*t. I would rather be shy and quiet, than loud, obnoxious, and generally egotistical.
I think his lordship knows I'm a little ticked off. It is a pet hate of mine to be called shy, like it's a bad thing. I'm also going to have to tell him to stop telling him work colleagues EVERYTHING about me, as it's a little disconcerting, and makes me think twice about everything I say and do. As his muppet of a boss has annoyed me, but I'll be damned if he finds out he has!
...I like him, but my thoughts could change. He looked after me, making sure I was ok and showing me affection at the meal. But he seems to put an act on around people, to compensate for low self esteem (Apparently). And that just isn't my bag. I am what I am, and I expect others around me to be the same.
Rant over
Tinytootz
Mini crazy cat lady
Now I've ranted at my friends, and sent him a long winded message. Boys are silly, you need to point things out So back to the day!
Day 1: 13/12/10 - Red
Weetabix - HE
Milk - HE
WM pitta bread - HE
lean minced pork
passata
tiny bit of philly light - 1/2 HE
chili
spinach
herbs
Simply salmon
butternut squash
Leeks
red onions
carrots
low fat marg - 2
dairylea light triangle - 1/2 HE
So back to the day!Day 1: 13/12/10 - Red
Weetabix - HE
Milk - HE
WM pitta bread - HE
lean minced pork
passata
tiny bit of philly light - 1/2 HE
chili
spinach
herbs
Simply salmon
butternut squash
Leeks
red onions
carrots
low fat marg - 2
dairylea light triangle - 1/2 HE
sarah83
Try and try again
Sorry you didn't have a great time, although tbh I'm not sure anyone thrown in at the deep end like that could!
Don't feel bad about them saying you were shy - that isn't necessarily meant as a negative and gives you the chance to prove them wrong. Plus most people tend to understand that in a situation like that nobody is going to be the most talkative. Also trouble is if he has told them what you're like then maybe being shy was a suprise for them. Again that is just silly though as like you said - anyone in that sort of situation would naturally be quieter!
Also his boss does sound like a t*sser. Has he mentioned him before - did he warn you that's what he'd be like? Just thinking if that isn't what he's normally like, maybe he feels threatened by you? In the sense that he thinks your boyf could less productive/social/'one of the boys' if he's in a steady relationship. Just a thought ?
What did he say after you sent him the message?
You're right - boys are silly. I bet he was completely oblivious to everything!
Anyway at least you've gone this far. You probably need to give him a few more chances in situations like this, and like you said at least he looked after you. If he'd ignored you and just spent time with his friends then it would have been a very different story...
Woah that's a long message - not sure it helps at all either!
Don't feel bad about them saying you were shy - that isn't necessarily meant as a negative and gives you the chance to prove them wrong. Plus most people tend to understand that in a situation like that nobody is going to be the most talkative. Also trouble is if he has told them what you're like then maybe being shy was a suprise for them. Again that is just silly though as like you said - anyone in that sort of situation would naturally be quieter!
Also his boss does sound like a t*sser. Has he mentioned him before - did he warn you that's what he'd be like? Just thinking if that isn't what he's normally like, maybe he feels threatened by you? In the sense that he thinks your boyf could less productive/social/'one of the boys' if he's in a steady relationship. Just a thought ?
What did he say after you sent him the message?
You're right - boys are silly. I bet he was completely oblivious to everything!
Anyway at least you've gone this far. You probably need to give him a few more chances in situations like this, and like you said at least he looked after you. If he'd ignored you and just spent time with his friends then it would have been a very different story...
Woah that's a long message - not sure it helps at all either!
Tinytootz
Mini crazy cat lady
He took it very well, and appreciated my honesty about it all. I already knew his boss was gonna be a t***er, but I didn't realise to what extent! I'll bide my time, then make him pay Mwahahaha!Aye, I've not written him off at all. I said what I wanted to, he appreciated it, and in many ways calmed me down about the situation. I tend to rant, then get over it
As for the shy thing, it's probably gonna be a permanent hangup with me. I would rather be called quiet, as in my eyes, shyness is a totally different thing!
Not got the drive with SW at the minute, which is a total 'mare! Put 1lb on this week, which truly doesn't surprise me, but still a little gutted! But, there's so many fun things over the festive period, and diet coke all night just doesn't cut it!
And your picture.....swit swoo mrs!
