Evening all, well as you can see I went missing again. It has been a strange few weeks. Went back to work and got my usual post holidays blues. Its even worse at this time of the year cos you come home and find winter has already set in. I took shorter working year and had unpaid leave for 4 weeks and it was made very clear that there was no way I would get it for next year so that's annoying me as it means any annual leave I do have will be used up by other people's plans and not mine due to the weddings abroad.
Back at work I was offered both the flu and COVID shot and got them both on a Wednesday. As usual exactly 24 hours later got a scratchy throat and very swollen glands...exactly the same as last time. On Friday at work I was coughing with streaming eyes but told everyone not to worry, it was just a reaction to the two shots. Was miserable Saturday and Sunday, went to work Monday and came home early with exhaustion. Driving in on Tuesday was a chore and my husband rang me to say he had just tested and had COVID. Naturally I was concerned for him but knew I was fine, id just been vaccinated. Took a test at work to be cautious and f@ck, I had COVID
. I was totally shocked. So came home. I wasn't hugely sick but absolutely roasting, totally exhausted and also unable to sleep. Second week back at work now and still not sleeping and unable to control my body temperature, it's all over the place.
Was really struggling with the Data Analytics course, it was taking every evening and the full Saturday and Sunday. So contacted who I hope my future manager will be and they said it was way more than I needed for my potential new job and recommended a different one. So I made the decision to give up the one I was doing, it was just to great a time commitment for me, annoying but overall the best decision.
Was still hopeful of getting a new work position before Christmas but an embargo has been announced on all new positions. We are now on industrial action and on a work to rule. I thought my new position was still safe but further cuts were announced and it looks like the embargo will continue to end of 2024
so I'm firmly stuck where I am.
Anyway...all of this combined has meant I have totally lost my mojo, I went off the rails, lots of carbs, lots of wine, no exercise and no sleep pattern at all. Rather than drop weight I've gained and on Sunday the scale hit 77kg. Remember I had got to 72.5kg in August.
I'm finding it hard to go swimming now before work, I'm not sleeping, it's dark at 0630 and traffic has increased and my commute is now over an hour each morning. So back into planning and preparation mode. I've mapped out my goals for the year. I want to be 70kg for Christmas, BMI about 31 and 60kg for the wedding next October, BMI about 26. I know there will be times of small gains, Christmas itself and the wedding in May and I think I have accounted for them.
I'm easing myself into it, back with intermittent fasting for 19 hours daily, back monitoring my glucose and ketone levels. I'm cooking low carb food but I have also been eating crackers and cheese which I need to stop. I'm wearing detox patches on my feet at night. Drinking 2.5l water daily. Hopefully next week with the change in the clocks I will find it a bit easier to get up early for swimming. I've spoken to my manager and if I'm not running reception I don't need to be in by 9am.
Will be back on Friday to see if I have lost any weight and started my new six month health journal today filling in all my weekly targets.
Fingers crossed I get my mojo back, if I'm still too tired and too hot next Monday (I'm hoping that's just a combination of post COVID and carb overload) then I will make an appointment for some acupuncture, it usually helps.
That's all for now, a bit of a whinge but I really do feel like I've totally lost October.