Thanks
@AliGal and
@Shrinkingvioletnomore for the support
The day went South and I had a mini meltdown at work today. Not actually work related but family. I've actually written the full story and deleted it. Simply put we were told on Friday that 5 year old Oscar has Autism. Even writing this I'm crying. I've worked with adults with Autism and my mind has already jumped 20 years ahead to the challenges he will face. Anyway, again not wanting to give the long version it became obvious at work today and emotionally I cracked and ended up in tears . I was with 2 colleagues who cried with me for about an hour inside a locked room until one went and got coffee and chocolate, neither of which I had but glad of the support. I'm off work tomorrow but that's cos baby Zoe has emergency dental surgery with a very expensive specialist in Dublin (again another long story but she is in extreme pain and a two year public wait list and is a baby who hasn't eaten in 4 days due to pain ) so I am minding the two boys. Honestly, by 22 years of age I had 3 children under the age of 3 and it was so much easier than being a grandparent. Husband is dealing with the Zoe emergency, I am dealing with the Oscar one and we hope 3 year old Theo doesn't need anything but cuddles for a week or two because emotionally and financially we are at the end. Daughter one is at breaking point and in front of her we are strong but barely hanging on. Just a reminder, these all live with me so full on day to day.
I think I may have eaten two crackers today before 8pm but then had cottage pie and chocolate. Anyway, that how things are here Chez Tipperary, so wont be overly worried about weight loss for the time being.