Aah, we have all been there, I think all people who are overweight eat for all different reasons, if we only ate when we were actually hungry we wouldn't be overweight. Well dine in the job and house, you have come such a long distance in such a short time, to be able to do that you have to be a strong person. If you have a kindle look at some of the free books on self help, you will get some great motivational ideas.