just an early check in, Kneehigh, I have worked on Emma and she's far from a done deal, but she is soaking up the punishment
you are in the cross-hairs next sister
don't you be thinking you can out-smart mother nature, she has plans for you and your trifle and booze indulgences, it's called "GETTING KNEEHIGH BACK IN THE FAT GIRLS CLUB"
However much you think you are on it, you are never truly on it until you log on every day and stop ignoring the angry bass
You take a good look around and there is inspiration all around, I'm not talking about me, I don't really count
I'm talking about Bonnie, who's resolve had clicked in and is running and hiking her almost skinny ass off alongside planned and precise dietary choices
I'm talking about Sparty with an astounding negociation of a restuarant
I'm talking about Jezzi who has left the binges behind and who is now believing and trusting herself
I'm talking about Sue and GF and Exi and Pommette who use the thread to maintain and encourage and advise. And get steered right with no bull
I'm talking about Lou, who makes a lot more sense than me and will likely cane us all in the long run
Hell, we even got a moderator on the books using the tough love
Two weeks has proven to you all you need to know, which is you need tough love. And it's here, but you wanna cheat
CARRY ON
I am not coming on here and wasting my breath telling people what not to do. You all know what not to do.
The biggest problem to overcome is getting the demon to accept that today, I will not waver. This is hard.
I don't care how hard, it's not as hard as wheezing about the shops with greasy hair, a system clagged with processed junk, dreaming of being one of those people that are lucky to be skinny whilst you scoff a bag of chocolate raisins (the raisins cancel out the chocolate right??)
this ship sails daily whether you embark or not Kneehigh, if you choose to stay at the dock in those clothes, well I can say to the other guys at least I tried eh?
There is no tomorrow sister, only what you do NOW and NEXT