Morning Everyone. Afternoon now I suppose really!
So the world is supposed to end tomorrow. Shall we throw a big party and pig out?
The meal last night was GORGEOUS and completely bold. Between yesterday and today there have been many bold things. I just hope that five good days will make up for it. Even a maintain would be great for this week. I'm really going to have to do some hard work to get that though.
Anyway, my meal. The restaurant was SO fancy and the menu was amazing! So much to choose from and I really could not make up my kind for ages.
What I went for in the end was a starter which was made of smoked salmon, dressed crab, cappers, red onion and a tiny little gerkhin/pickle on top. It was AMAZING. So fresh and delicate. It came with warm 'brioche'.
For my main course I got the fishcake. It was gorgeous, but deep fried! It was served with DEEP FRIED potatoes and this amazing tomato sauce/relish. I had no idea it would be so greasy! Yummy, but not diet friendly.
Between the two courses, LOTS of wine, an Irish coffee, and bread and oils on the table it was NOT in any way shape or form a Slimming World friendly meal. But you know what? I really really enjoyed it so no regrets. I was extremely drunk though, omg SO much wine. So when I got home I had a small packet of crisps, a slice of white bread toasted and some cheese. Bold bold bold!!
Today hasn't been much better. I'm in work and unbelievably hungover and all I want to do is eat. I bought these Carr Melt crackers to have with philadelphia and they are 1 syn each. I have eaten at least 10 already, and I want more.
I feel really out of control and I don't like it
I really really don't want a gain this week but I'm worried I have already ruined the week between yesterday and today. Today will probably end up being around the 20 syn mark which in theory isn't horrific but those 10 syn worth of crackers were consumed in less than 10 minutes. Scary!
DAMAGE LIMITATION PLAN
Having savoury rice for lunch with a yoghurt and some fresh pineapple.
Drink LOTS of water.
Dinner will be something very low and simple because I'm staying in my nannies house so probably egg and beans or something like that. I don't want to eat late.
Tomorrow will have to be an angelic day. As hard as it will be I'm going to have to have about 5 syns. Simple as. In work I'll just stay away from the crackers and some Phily on toast or something instead. I'll probably have savoury rice again for lunch too because I'm not at home tonight to plan anything better.Dinner tomorrow will have to be a 'save the day' dinner such as a big stew with lots of veg or vegetable soup. I think I'll make Onion Bhajis with Salad and lots of tomatoes, peppers etc and then I'll also have loads of vegetable soup. Saturday will be a day of no more than 10 syns. I'd say 5 but I know I'm having a chinese for lunch so that will be about 7 syns and then OH is making a cassarole for dinner which should be free for the most part. Sunday I am bringing my godchild to a panto and we will go for lunch somewhere. Could be Nandos, could be a cafe where I can get a baked potato, either way it will be something around the 10 syn mark and I'll eat free for the rest of the day. When I get home that evening I'll just have soup and drink lots of water. Then weigh-in on Monday morning. Oh please God make it happen!!
I'll be really disappointed if I am up this week. I reeeeally want to keep doing well.
Christmas is hard but last night I just had a bit of a 'ah feck it, it'll be fine' mood and I am regretting it today. I need to stuff myself with fruit and vegetables for the next few days.
Never buying those crackers again... Darn it! Originally I wanted to buy melba toast because you get a whole little packet for 2.5 syns. Instead I've head 12 syns worth of crackers. Grrr!
Stranger things have happened though, with some extra attention and inner strength I could turn this around and as I said I'd even be happy with maintaining, but even a half pound loss would be so so amazing!
COME ON!!!!