Hey well done you...its easy to fall off the wagon when you are feeling down...so brilliant weight loss.
I lost my dad 5 years ago this Christmas....what Sonkie says is true - while its still hard after 5 years it does get easier to live it...that feels like a long way way but as each year goes on...the pain does ease....take care and allow yourself time to grieve.
I am happy for today I found out that my house insurance company will foot the bill of our clinical negligence suit against the hospital. We could only get it this way if we had a good chance of winning.