Thank you lovelies x thats the thing with this whole being big malarkey, it's getting back up and staying there. I think it's the first time since I started that I felt like I lost control - even though I've indulged before, I tried to keep in check while doing it, but this time I didn't think, I just did!
However, I've now realised that I have to stay strong after doing this as I found my old thoughts creeping in 'it's ok to have this chocolate, you were bad last night, one more bit won't hurt'. It was really weird having those thoughts again and now I realise I just have to be in control.
Grrrrrrr at food, why can't we just survive on air!! Lol x