Willowfire365's diary!

[Deezer]

Hope things get better soon!!! X

 

[willowfire365]

Thanks hun I'm doing better today - I think it helped having a sneaky look at the scales and finally seeing a loss this week! lol

So Those antibiotics really mucked me up but I know I'm back in kitosis now as I'm not hungry and seem to have more energy again! I'm going to have to go weigh in a day early as I'm off to the airport to pick a mate up on Friday morning so won't be able to do it then. Strangely it worries me going a day earlier in case it effects my loss...stupid i know lol hopefully after that i can work out how much I might be able to loose before my holiday so it gives me a bit more of a guide as i sometimes feel like I'm floating without knowing where i'm going if that makes sense as if i cant make 13 or 12 stone before i go i'd like to at least know how close I'll be!

So off to pee (again!!) and then more water before sleep!

Tc all!

 

[willowfire365]

So I managed to sleep really late today due to my stupid body so I decided that I'm going to get weighed on Saturday morning instead as I have some shakes spare so it's fine but I'm freezing today! Even a shower didn't heat me up at all so more layers it is!

Can't wait to see my friend tomorrow but until then I'm off for another green tea and then off to work!

Tc all!

X

 

[willowfire365]

So now I know why I've felt so low...3 weeks late my TOM shows up! I'm praying right now it doesn't affect my weigh in tomorrow but it does explain how hungry and how low I've been feeling! Super sore and tired tonight though but my mate is here (saying that after being awake over 24hrs she's now asleep on the couch) and I've worked out its only about 8 weeks till holiday so I can do 8 weeks no problem and I should be quite close to my goal by then. Just hope I have good results each week!

In other news I'm planning my tattoos - cant wait to get them done and to have them to help me keep focused!

Tc all X

 

[samthompson17]

I can't see you coming out of ketosis just coz of anti biotics. It has no sugar, fat or citrus in them. Have you got Ketostix the little sticks that test for it. I buy them as I go right into the dark purple so I know to drink more if that happens. They are roughly £4-£5 for a bottle of them from your chemist. If you don't want to fork out for them and this is going to sound disgusting but have a smell of your pee. The best way to do this is use a old bottle, jar or tupperware tub but make sure it has depth lol. No spills. And have a good whiff. If it smells of cereal like that honey type of cereal like honey loops or honey Cheerios then you are in ketosis. A little tip I picked up on here from one of the other dieters. It's so true. A little disgusting but true.

Also why did you get a B12 Jag and if it speeds up you metab can I get one and if so from where and how much. I'm drinking green tea as I am having a rough time of it and not losing much at all so anything that speeds up my metab is a thumbs up from me

Well done for not being tempted by the BBQ. My hubby bought a Indian it stank the house out and I had to walk out or I would have scoffed the whole lot and made him buy another for hisself so you have guts and it will help you through this.

 

[willowfire365]

Thanks for your post I now feel a lot better and yep my pee is right for kitosis again now. I never brought the kitostix as I never really worried about them. The B12 injection is for my health problems - I have M.E (Chronic Fatigue Syndrome) and it’s a medical injection as it has been proven to help my condition and one of the side effects of the B12 injection is a boost of metabolism so I’m not having it for that. I don’t really have trouble with other people eating - we’ve got a guest staying and I cook for my parents and her so it really doesn’t bother me too much! Good luck in your journey!

So day 16 and had my weigh in a day later than normal and now I’m down to 223.6 lb so I’ve lost 4.4 lb in the 8 days and well on my way to my target! Only about a stone now till I’m the same weight as I was when I went on holiday last year so that’s brilliant! In 8 weeks I should be well under that and not so far away from my 12 stone goal so I can go away knowing I’m ever so near! Right another shake and then work!

Tc all!

X

 

[willowfire365]

Sitting here with my cup of green tea with sweeteners and I'm so, so, so cold! It's a bit wrong but I'm watching Man V. Food and watching him scoff his face and actually feeling completely put off of food so I guess that's a good thing lol I forgot how cold I used to feel after being in the pool and then only having my shake to keep me warm but I keep looking at my total and to loose 17.2 lb in 2 weeks keeps me going! It is annoying me that 8 weeks feels so long at the moment!

Tc all!

X

 

[al30]

Wow that much in two weeks you have got to be so happy

 

[toddshar]

Wow well done! I'd be over moon to lose that amount in 2 weeks

 

[willowfire365]

Thanks so much guys I am so pleased and ready to see how far I can get

Tc all and keep strong!

X

 

[willowfire365]

So my energy levels today have been crazy high which is great as I helped sort out my mates mobile today which involved driving her to the shops and back after work today but omg have i crashed now! In serious amounts of pain and I'm freezing so sitting on the couch with my duvet, a hot water bottle and a cup of green tea with sweetners. Lack of sleep is also doing nothing for me tonight...

Right green tea and then shake and sleep!!

Tc all

X

 

[al30]

Hope you feel better tomorrow

 

[willowfire365]

So I've rested a bit more today but boy have i been dizzy! I woke early to drop my house guest at the station which meant i had to have my shake at 8am so i didn’t begin to feel ill and went back to sleep when i got back to wake up at 2 feeling SO dizzy! I wonder if the gap was too big between the first and 2nd so I wont be doing that again for a bit as I've felt funny all day since! On the plus side i got a parent say i look great and had i lost weight! hehe Oh well back with my duvet and the tv!

Bring on tomorrow - think we’re going for a cinema trip!

x

 

[willowfire365]

So a better day today after resting and watching dvd's instead of a cinema trip we're off to the theatre instead which should be great my tummy is rebelling today though (tmi) but apart m that and my usual problems things are ok lol

Tc all!

X

 

[willowfire365]

Day 20! Absolutely shattered tonight after going to the theatre last night but I'm so sleepy and a little low tonight :-( I'm sitting here with the family eating dinner and feeling rather low - only good thing is my jeans feel rather loose now and a few weeks ago they were getting a little tight! I was so good yesterday though as I took my friend to my fav frozen yoghurt place and sat there while everyone was eating. I know it'll all be worth it and it's not a super long time to go really compared to last time but the weeks are feeling rather long to say the least! I know it'll be so worth it and only 52 days left to do!

More water and a treat of green tea with sweeteners!

Tc all!

 

[Daisy1966]

You are doing a great job Willow

 

[willowfire365]

Thanks so much Daisy I know I'm doing ok so got to keep going!

Tc and thanks again!

X

 

[willowfire365]

So another day it is! On the plus side I went and got my cartilage re pierced - down side is that I'm now feeling a bit dizzy and out of it but I forced my lunch shake down (feeling a bit sick) and am going to rest before work. I've agreed to go out for a meal tonight...well out to sit there while others eat...I'm not that worried but if I didn't decide to go then I would be coming home on my own and I kinda wanted to socialise too.

Just taken an anti sickness tablet too so hopefully it'll get a bit better! Sleepy now lol

 

[willowfire365]

So the meal wasn't too bad last night the only thing was that I was nearly falling asleep but I had my shake at the table and didn't feel bad at all. I was so pleased to get to bed last night and I've woken up with a stuffy nose and I'm sneezing loads so I think I'm coming down with a cold so no wonder i was so tired yesterday! I do hate being on LT when I’m not well as I'm desperate to take some vitamin C to help but I don’t want to risk mucking up my kitosis! I'm sitting with a blanket and a heat blanket and still cold so going to grab my duvet and watch DVD's as I'm out all weekend working and having fun...going to be super busy though but at least it's weigh in day tomorrow!!!

Tc all!

X

 

[al30]

Thats funny Willow I woke up the same way with cold. sore throat and cough, barely managed to finish work so now I think its the sofa for me all night