Morning all, I am really struggling, have just given myself a stern talking to after taking a bag of skips from the cupboard, I ate one bag then went to get another, opened them and then thought wtf !! Get a grip! So I put them in the bin, I am going to have a shake now before going to work, I am doing a sleep over tonight so need to be extra careful, it is danger time for me.
Caroline liking the sound of Mr. Masserati - I got chatted up by a pilot on Sat night in Amsterdam ( well he says he's a pilot and I totally bought it) he has since emailed me, he lives in America and I would predict is married but it was nice to get some attention,
The shakes are starting to frighten me, if that makes sense, I am really looking forward to trying the coconut. I only like the strawberry and banana shakes and even then the thought of eating them now makes me cringe. I am now where near my target so I do need to persevere. I have a family BBQ on Sat then I can be 100% although I am attempting to be good on Sat I think if my ex comes I'll be stressed so will prob drink.
He is going away for two weeks so I can really focus when I don't have him to think about. Is this sad? I would love to look different when I see him next, which would prob be 4 weeks after Sat. My CDC reckons I need to stick for 5 weeks at realistic losses and I would be at my target. I am losing weight only for me but little things like seeing his reaction really motivate me.
I am wi on Monday and I don't think I will be impressing my new CDC this week with any losses. I did tell her what I had on, and Amsterdam is my only break this summer...
Well I better get a move on, I need to get organised, have a meeting with my boss this afternoon as well, need to be on the ball.
I will try very very hard to stick at it during my shift! I have a lot of work to do so aim to keep bloody busy - wish me luck!
Hope everyone is well, it's been a quick week for me, can't believe we are nearly on the weekend - take care all x