Willpower.... where do I find that?!?!?

[MissieCB]

hhhhhhhhhhhorse riding i used to ride and loved it or centerparks xxxx

Hows everyone this morning.... im over my fecking sandwich sod it!!!!! xxxxx Lost my cambridge book so if im goin up a step what the hell does that envolve??
xxx

 

[Sab1986]

I ride too and love it, but since I put weight on I haven't been able to as the horses I can ride are young and can't have too much weight on their backs, this is such a big incentive for me to loose weight, riding was a big love of mine.

CDC meeting tonight, start tomorrow- bring it on! Xx

 

[Caroline_Louise]

hhhhhhhhhhhorse riding i used to ride and loved it or centerparks xxxx

Hows everyone this morning.... im over my fecking sandwich sod it!!!!! xxxxx Lost my cambridge book so if im goin up a step what the hell does that envolve??
xxx

Moooooorning!

So diet chat first ir gossip first?!!! ;-)

 

[lil_legs]

Stupid question...

Gossip!!

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Stupid question...

Gossip!!

Welll, he picked me up in said super car and thank god he is as gorgeous as i remembered! Went to quite a posh members club place for a drink, i had 3 g&t's and was fairly sozzled! Chat chat chating away and lots of banter. Accent so sexy my knickers nearly melted off, well possibly they did later Little bit short but not like im marrying the guy is is!! X

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Ps took shake to london so just had that and coming home. The journey to un-bloater myself has started (again!)

 

[lil_legs]

Whoooo whooooo go for it you foxy minx!! x

 

[MissieCB]

You Foxy minx love it....................................he sounds like a catch...........im kinda imagining a mr grey type lol.

Sab where about do you live?

 

[Caroline_Louise]

You Foxy minx love it....................................he sounds like a catch...........im kinda imagining a mr grey type lol.

Sab where about do you live?

Ha all my friends are calling him me grey lol. Honestly i feel like a right ho bag but whatever, its fun and i like that i am totally in control of it. This will be my summer fun and he has a really good body so hopefully inspires me to stay on the wagon. I am sooo determined to have a step2 100% day today, just going to pick up supplies from my cdc. Hows everyone else doing? I am desperasos for a coffee after my err, late night lol! Xx

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Whoooo whooooo go for it you foxy minx!! x

Hehe, i am feeling terribly proud of myself

 

[MissieCB]

Urghhhhhhhh i remember what its like to be single and having fun lol xxxxxc

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Been thinking about food so have had teeny bit of chicken and veg, figured i may as well try and eat the right thing if im gonna eat! Two shakes left now an sone more chicken so going to have to work hard ar spacing them out!

 

[MissieCB]

Im just on my porridege debating if to tell CDC about my cheese sandwich and milk issue lol x

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Im just on my porridege debating if to tell CDC about my cheese sandwich and milk issue lol x

I think u should, i mean its u doing the flippin diet and she should support u through that stuff . Reckon u should also say how ur worried about going ip the stels etc xx

 

[MissieCB]

I think u should, i mean its u doing the flippin diet and she should support u through that stuff . Reckon u should also say how ur worried about going ip the stels etc xx

Yh ur right xxx

 

[Caroline_Louise]

2 shakes left... Going for come zero instead as i reeeally dont wanna end up hungry tonight!

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Right apologies but i am on here wittering away to myself again as is the lnly thing keeping me mildly sane! Was so hungry so hard bar and come zero, one product left-eek! I feel satisfied though which is good and hopefully bar will give me energy to either run or cycle later when its cooled down a bit :-/

 

[lil_legs]

I'm having an ok day.. Within 1000 cals, 2 shakes, meal (yay) crisps and a cereal bar (not so yay) but overall ok!

 

[Caroline_Louise]

I'm having an ok day.. Within 1000 cals, 2 shakes, meal (yay) crisps and a cereal bar (not so yay) but overall ok!

Well ur doing what u said u were gonna do which is diet but not strictly on cd and if ur still under 1000cal thats pretty blimmin good! I'm realising/remembering from when i first started cd how much food an eating is in te mind and not always hunger. Im not hungry at all now after bar and coke but still thinking about food.
Once a fatty always a fatty eh!

 

[MissieCB]

I'm having a good day but it's blimin hard I'm starving just tried a mix a moose again.......mission impossible!!!!!!