WOW a whole stone is MEGA....
I think what you're feeling is perfectly normal and having watched Sally Morgan yesterday her emotions overwhelmed her before the op too. Are you on the WLS forum because I know it helps to chat with others who've gone through the same experience?
Please forgive me if you've mentioned this in your diary already, my head is like a sieve!
I loved that film last night too..... and there was something I posted on FB a few days ago saying the most precious thing you'll ever have around your neck are the arms of your children. How blessed we are to have them

and just think of all the years ahead you'll have now to be running around and enjoying them all the more.
Lots of love and hugs to you babe xxx