It's not silly if that's how you feel hun, but you need to remember sweetie, that you are only just getting back into exercise....up until about 2 months ago I was still doing next to nothing and had built it up from 5 mins a day over 8 months...I now do as much as I do because I have pushed myself...I am sitting here as we speak and my back is breaking and my feet and legs are screaming, but I am so sick of being this woman with a hitch hiker...my diary name is not just fun it's truly how I feel, and I need them gone, they have been hanging off my body for over 40 years and it's time to get rid of them before I end up in a box six feet under, that they'll have to lift with a crane...and believe me THAT is NOT going to happen....so I push myself. What I don't tell on here but I am going to now...is about the nights I sit and cry myself to sleep, because I have pushed myself beyond my limit, and every muscles aches and screams at me to stop, but I can't because to be honest I don't want to die early and obese and I truly believe this IS my last chance.
You are (were) doing amazingly, look how far you have come in the last month, by the time you had been doing it 10 months, which is now how long I have been exercising, you'd be wiping the floor with me.
But as I said it's your choice sweetie and I respect that xx