lovley words naz, stickin to this diet, i went to see my consultant today and she perked me right out of my guilt, i feel good about this now, i have alot to loose and i need to loose it fast so im absolutley not going anywhere near food i know i can do it, i have thrown out all food in the fridge freezer ect apart from my sons meals but hes only 7 months old so i know im not going to have any food for temptation their,i think in a way i needed to do what i did and feel the guilt like i did other wise id be going into this blind, but now im fully aware how much just a little bit of food can affect you, my body rejected it anyway iv become abit repulsed to food, i hope it stays that way, thank you so much for the support and i will not be making the same mistake twice!!xx