Weigh in 15 - I am reviewing the situation.....
Right - definitely time for a proper diary update. I was going to do this next week when it would be 4 months/16 weeks but I changed my mind (I'm a woman - whatchya gonna do about it!!)
I've had 15 weeks of SW and have lost the grand total of 16 pounds. Which when I look at it as two numbers next to each other, and compared to some of your amazing weekly losses, is pretty disappointing. But I need to get my head around what I've been saying all along: I'm a slow, steady loser. I'm the tortoise not the hare, I know it's not a race and the whole point is that eventually I get to the finish line.
Seeing Piggy reach target yesterday has cemented that in my head.
I think that's something I miss out on by not going to a group. I can't be encouraged on my own bad weeks by seeing the amazing results others have achieved and therefore knowing that it all works out if you try.
I've just had 2/3 really good days. Bang on plan to the point where I'm having to rack my brain for what I can eat to get to minimum 5 syns. I'm pretty pleased with that because I've been alone on night shift at work which normally leads to major boredom episodes when I would eat to pass the time.
So - my mini review:
15 weeks and 16 pounds
That's an average of 1lb 1oz per week (yes, that's right, I'm counting the extra ounce!!)
Putting it on
I've only had a plus twice. Once a +2 and once a +1.5.
The first one coincided with the arrival of My George and one of my busy football celebrating weekends (vodka, vodka, vodka).
The 2nd came after the week I lost 5.5lb and was probably a wee adjustment from that as I never believed I could lose that much in one week when it was yet another drinking week.
No change
I've also only had one STS.
Looking at the date I think that was probably My George again.
George is actually being pretty good to me this time around. Used to be that I'd get so pms-ed out leading up to it that I'd eat for Britain, retain it all and get a plus on * week.
I think that part of my body is changing as well. I was very late last month and good god did the hubbas get sore. That's always my sign that it's coming - very tender boobies - but this month there was nothing. I actually checked the calendar about 4 times to look at dates, whether I was very late again and could (god forbid) I be pregnant. That's how little clue I had about it. Only vague sign was my finger joints aching.
Anyway, I digress, my personal assessment review........
Clothes
I've dropped at least one size on top. If it's a floaty top i.e. doesn't go near my massive hips I can get away with a 14 now which is two sizes.
Trousers (well, jeans, I tend to only wear jeans - that's a confidence thing though) - I'm now regularly wearing my size 16 jeans that 15 weeks ago I was forcing my arse into. They;re getting a bit baggy in fact. I have a couple of pairs of size 14 that also fit but they are stretchy so I'm not claiming to be a size 14 yet. But I'm getting there.
My only problem with clothes is going to be undies. I love undies. I have more lingerie than M&S. Some of it is starting not to fit any more. I'll be alright on the bras until my cup size drops significantly, but I'm going to have to assign my pants to history. It's a shame.Bye bye panties.
Disappointments
I'm still looking like a bit of a barrel. I'd like it to be obvious where my waist goes in and out. I'm pretty straight up and down (43/37/45) but want that sexy curvy thing going on.
The double chin might be here to stay. It's not there when I look in a mirror but rears it's ugly head in every photograph ever.
I want my legs to not meet at the top but again have resigned myself to knowing that my weight goes from the top first and unless I get down to 9 stone or something I'm never going to see daylight through my thighs.
That's pretty much it I think. I've not redone my measurements because of George being here. I'm bloated which throws them off. My boobs look bloody amazing tho. The only benefit I can ever see to having a * week.
In conclusion I'm bang on target. My target date on here says "giving it a year". My aim was to lose 49lb so that's about right. Which means you get to keep me for Christmas. Whoop whoop
Zxx