well i'm at home now and just waiting for the bath to run. i have a cup of bouillon to keep me going a wee bit longer before my evening shake/soup/porridge whatever think a shake. haven't had one for a while. if i smile sweetly my oh might do me an icey mcD's style one. he's good at wuzzing those up. and they make me less grumpy. ha.
i have a trashy dean koontz book at the ready too. the only bit of it i remember is there is some rain in it that smells like semen... it's putting me off reading it somewhat. it's why it's been on the shelf for so long.. ha. i'm sure there's more to it than that though :S
Hahahahaha semen rain is the worst. Lol. I love Dean Koontz.
Bath and boullion sounds like a great combo. Ive got the boullion but not the bath at work lol. They are always telling us after a hard days graft to have a hot bath........i said they should buy us a hot tub, No!....i mean...whats their problem??? xx
Hi hun, sorry you are still feeling a bit rough, I can't see the 4lbs lingering for long, it is likely mostly fluid anyways, just keep at it a day at a time and I'm sure tuesday's weigh in will be fine x
good morning chaps. well i read my book in the bath, then went straight to bed and continued reading the book. Lovely OH wuzzed me up a chocolate shake. then i realised it was time to go to sleep, ha. so all well that ends well and i didn't suffer too much. freaked myself out a bit with the book though!! will have to finish it tonight
a couple of lbs of squatters gone. unfortunately i am now the same weight as i was at weigh in two weeks ago. it has not been a good two weeks. so i really need to crack down and lose the rest. i am not expecting a great loss. i have not been well for one week and then fell off the wagon with a large thud the other day, but some kind of loss would be good. and i need to make it to a two stone loss dammit!! i seem to have been mucking about ever since denmark and that was a month ago now. so it's time to hoik up my trousers and get on with it. remind me of that when i'm moaning later on about how hungry i am. and i've just used the last of the coffee at work too. ha. don't start until 8am today but still got a lift in so i have some time to peruse on here
Hope you get through your block soon Abs, i had my first 100% day for the first time in yonks yesterday so dont feel bad - it happens, just think if you dont get back on track it will go back on!
i know. and i'm doing it the way i did it the first time. if i crave something i just don't move. if i don't move then i can't have it because i can't get it. it sounds silly but it really does work. i want something and i think, well if you don't get up then you can't have it. i don't go in the kitchen unless i'm making coffee or bouillon and OH is forbidden from eating jubbly things around me for a few days. i'm at work on my own today so i can be all moody and moany without anyone having to see, ha. tomorrow and saturday aren't going to be nice. day four was the worst for me last time and i'm working alone that day too and have sunday off. hopefully by monday i'll be in k-land...
Well i'm at work and i'm bored. very bored. it's a very quiet day on the first line support front and i'm testing the stuff i did yesterday. and of course all i can think about is food!! think i'm going to have my porridge soon. usually i would distract myself by doing something else but i can only pop on here every now and again to do that. i have to log what i'm doing every 15 minutes so i can hardly take it easy... hmph.
well hello again. i'm on day three of ss now and things are going well. i'm tired, but other than that feeling fine. and i remembered to bring in coffee today as we ran out yesterday and it turned into a big of a saga involving a coffee machine malfunction and i kept getting whity coffee when ordering black... not great.
i am starting to feel very wintery. there aren't enough trees in leeds for me to feel autumnal for more than a couple of weeks so when i leave the house around 6.40 it's freezing, dark and very winter-like love it
i spent all of last night chatting on the phone to my cousin. we grew up together but lost touch a bit when we both went to uni at opposite ends of the country, he's a few years older than me, and now he lives in london and i'm in leeds and we never seem to make the train journey in between. so we ended up chatting for two hours. then it was time for bed for me as all hell broke loose at work when i was due to leave and i was here for an extra hour.
ha. i know i know. i'm a nightmare aren't i? but me and my cdc agreed that it's best to get this over with!! or i'm going to be a b*tch forever!! hee.
i am feeling light headed and funny today but things are moving on because i totally forgot to have breakfast... so had my porridge around 12, ha. although saying that now i'm starving!! i remember this from last time. i wasn't hungry until i ate something. tummy rumbles aren't as bad as last time though. and i'm glugging water to try and get rid of the hunger pangs.
totm arrived today so it may be the start of one week on and one week off again, but at least it's a sign that my body is burning fat now so that's good, ha. otherwise i don't get them at all with my implant...
feeling rather floaty at the mo actually. it's a rather peculiar feeling...
ha, yes. my mate is making more of it as i type will be like my third cup of the day though. i don't usually drink quite this much of the stuff but it takes my mind off eating. have also drank another litre of water so am on about a litre and a half for the day so far... so far so good. also thinking about having my second serving of the day. i have a choccy bar with me today so think i'll have that although with the coffee it may turn out to be an explosive combination... can you remember my first bar experience?? not to be repeated!! hee.
hi Abz, I was just thinking why don't you make yourself some new goals? You've already done 3 out of the 4, maybe it's time to put goal 4 at the top and come up with another 3?