Abi's weightloss diary - post jaw surgery

i will when i get to goal four. ha. i am hoping that this week i will hit my lowest weight to date and will finally have gotten rid of all my danish holiday squatter lbs, plus all the messing about since where i lost most of it and then stopped... once i have done that i'll be very close to the 13s :)

day three is over. i have felt feak and weeble all day. but i have glugged at least three litres of water. possibly 3.5 and have been weeing like mad!! ha. and i haven't been hungry so much today although i have been craving things. i'm back at that stage where food is EVERYWHERE. and my OH keeps eating sandwiches. my sense of smells is usually strong but on cd it's insane. i can smell him chopping cucumber and cheese for sandwiches from upstairs!! so he ate a sandwich torturously slowly while sitting next to me tonight (he doesn't care about food really. he's one of those sickeningly skinny people, hee) and i managed not to eat it and take his hand with it!! :D

have just spent over an hour talking my mum through fixing her computer and am now exhausted, hee. so am off to bed :)

night night guys. may tomorrow bring easier times :)

abz xx
 
your doing great hun... stick in there :) x

hmmm cheese n cucomber sarni's not had one for ages....:) x might have to have one moro x

Good night nas x
 
Haha lol....i love my heightened sense of smell on CD. I used to get the guy next to me at work to let me smell his lunch before he ate it................omg wierd lol

Taz x
 
yeah. one of my best mates always asks if i want to try and inhale her takeaway before she eats it :)

well this morning i have evicted another 1.5lbs of squatters. actually, it's possibly two. the scales couldn't decide between 14st 5 and 14st 4.5 but i've recorded the five. tomorrow will tell. this means that there's hope for getting below my weight of pre-denmark by the time i see my cdc :D i was 14st 4 on my scales. not sure what i was on hers, i'll have to check... usually about 5lb difference though. i may have been 14st 10... an unusually large gap :)

anyhoo. it's quite exciting thinking that i may finally be able to move that bloody ticker :D

i'm not supposed to be getting up for another hour yet but both the cats came about 10 minutes apart to lie on my pillow (which my head was on, you know... which they seem to think very inconsiderate) at the time we usually get up. 6am... then they had a massive fight on the bed when one came back in and the other one was there. they really don't get on. OH managed to sleep straight through. i am now wide awake. i'm going to be absolutely shattered by the time i leave work though. i didn't get to sleep until after 12 last night, despite trying to go to bed quite early, ha.

so day four of sole source has officially started. bring it on!! oh. and hopefully i'll reach the 2 stone mark. if i get down to my pre-denmark weight i'll only have 1.5lbs to go!!

abz xx
 
Well done on the scales Abz....that ticker will be moving again in no time......5lb difference between your scales and hers? That's a lot! My CDC and mine are only about 0.1 or 0.2 different as I always weigh myself before I leave the house.....takes the surprise away but i prefer to see as soon as I can. Think I am only 1lb down on last week......sad to see the back of the big losses, as I've only dropped a pound each week for the past few.....thinks are s-l-o-w-i-n-g d-o-w-n .....ah well, will be pleased with any loss. Have a good one chicks. x
 
yeah i know. i always weigh myself either just before i go or just after i get back so i can see the difference... some weeks it's completely different though, ha. she's moved her conservatory around so the scales are on a different piece of floor so maybe that's why? i don't know. but i know that my weight is going in the right direction finally. i need to make sure i don't hit self destruct mode again. why is it that when we start to make progress we always do something stupid to mess it up?? seems to happen every time i feel like i've reached a milestone...

abz xx
 
I don't know why it is....maybe we're scared that we'll go back to old ways so do anyway.....I've been struggling with 1000kCal this week, and to be honest it's probably more like 810kCal but with fruit, but I've found myself picking at little bits of OHs stuff, which i never did before - nothing major just once/twice in the week. I've also got people telling me I don't need to lose anymore (a lovely compliment I accept) which doesn't make it easy to stick to my guns.
 
well minz. you are looking fabulous. and you have a teeny bum!! ha. from what i can see on your photos. i'm hoping for one of those :D

i need to put some new pics of me up really as the ones that are there horrify me!! and i do look rather different these days. unfortunately they are on my mum's camera in scotland and she's a technophobe so i doubt she'll get them on her computer any time soon...

i think when larger people lose lots of weight people compare you to what size you were before. if you'd started out at the weight you are now, people would tell you you didn't need to lose anything, but compliment you when you did, if you see what i mean?

abz xx
 
I know exactly what you mean - how did one so young get to be so wise? And stop looking at me bum! lol OH always gives it a squeeze whenever he passes me and comments that it's getting smaller by the day lol (perve!).
 
wise? me? ha. there are many that would disagree. and i'll try not to stare at your bum :p

my OH keeps grabbing my bum too and it always makes me jump. so he always gets a good telling off!! his excuse is that he's allowed... well HE may think so...

abz xx
 
well. work is deadly quiet :( i have another 9.5 hours to go and i don't know how i'm going to convince myself that i'm busy. even if i do my project work, doing the same thing for nine hours is difficult!!

i do have some planning to do for a new project, so hopefully that will keep me occupied since a lot of that is just splurging ideas into a notebook, ha. i started that yesterday. and then i can get on with designing the database.

i am ravenous. yesterday i didn't feel hungry until i ate. that is not the case this morning!! i am trying to avoid having my breakfast shake for a while yet because i'm here until seven pm. i do have three packs with me but i don't want to have all three before 7pm. also, ditz that i am, i totally forgot to bring my bouillon into work again *sigh*.

and i have stomach cramps. damn totm. damn implant. grr. hee. hopefully only a couple more months of this and then it will be all over :)

time to start glugging i reckon!!

abz xx
 
i work in the centre of leeds as an IT support nerd. except nobody needs supporting at the mo so things are a little quiet... hence my session on here. ha. i'm still planning a project at the same time but pootling a bit since it's saturday.

another person saying i'm gorgeous!! i'm going to have to get a bigger hat to fit my growing head into :D

OH is lovely, but he tends to look like a psychopath on photos. i think those are the only ones i have of him where he doesn't look mad. we've booked a wedding photographer now and i've warned him he has to practice or all of the photos we choose are going to end up being of me!! ha.

abz xx
 
ha. i love hats. but i feel really silly wearing them. i'm having to get over that or i can't justify buying them :) have got my pink trilby out for winter though and have braved wearing it and nobody looks twice, hee.

my OH is more of a nerd than i am and he's a gardener :D ha.

abz xx
 
ha. sounds about right...

i feel all bloated and crap. am glugging the water but i think it's going to be one of those days. i blame being at work!! and possibly totm at a push, ha.

don't know what i fancy doing tonight. might see if there's anything on at the cinema...

abz xx
 
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